Seeing that sickening face of yours

2012-01-31T20:20:00.003+08:00

When i look at those photos .

I sigh and in my head was , '' im sorry shahri . ''

although its your pictures with her , I just realised that I cant be a good girlfriend .

and that i've failed to take care of you and your heart .

I feel numb . I just don't know whether to cry . to laugh . to be mad .

cus I don't know whats coming and Im really unprepared for everything .

You made me into a more stronger girl .

Cus i thought Im still your girl who can make you proud and all of what we used to be .

But you've open up my eyes .

I'll just look up , open my eyes , wipe those tears , and breathe .

And most of all , be patient with the current situation .

I thank you for that shahri :)

I still love you .

No matter what happens .

I swear to you that .

2012-01-29T20:39:00.003+08:00

thinking about the past and the current situation , i just realised that I've failed to be a good girlfriend .

im sorry my love .

2012-01-26T19:49:00.001+08:00

so yah , i love my boyf . ya . very much .

2012-01-25T22:06:00.006+08:00

hello hunny . lemme guess , you should be doing your very evil coke assignments huh ?

hais , kan best kalau tkder hw . I dah lama lepak ngan you now .

haha ! okay hunny , i miss you . STILL .

cus tadi tk cukup time .

boo, you tk rase font i besar ke ? jap .

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , kan lagy senang gynie .

okay hunny ! just so you know , though you dont love me like how you love meera , I'll love you like no other sayang !

haha , gucci . sedap seh hati dengar you tk lepak ngan dia lagy . haha !

okay , sorry la hor , i suka bitch about her . but really , i cant take it .

its like , smth in me wna explode .

honey , though I'll always wait for the day till you breathe those 3 words Ive been wanting to hear for so long , I'll , ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS , GONNA LOVE YOU .

SWEAR ♥

i think right , no other girls , including meera _|_ , can ever love you just like how i do .

im dead serious .

heho ,

i hope you like the ferrero . i really cant think of any more treats .

DEAR ! dont forget ! i still owe you your fondue !

remember ?! our fondue date ?!~~

hehe , i'll hope you can make it this friday :(

its been like years since we had a short getaway !

hehe , thanks darla , for cheering me up just now .

hais su shik , really felt pampered :) but ..... how sad :(

nvrm , i''ll wait till everyth is bsck to normal .

you wont know how happy i am just now :)

hehe , you really end my suckish day into a good one .

iloveyou sayang .

always and always .

you , always , hold that very special place in my heart .

honey i love you .

p,s , i'll wait for you to reply that , which ends with a too ♥

hehehe , okay dah laa . enuf cair2 .

HAAHAHAHA ! PERASAN MAMPAT !

HONEY , you know why i surprised you with chocolates ?!

hehe , that was to remind you of how sweet youwere when i was craving for famous amos cookies , you went all the way to satisfy my cravings !

INGAT ?~

and remember when you're down cus you hsd alot of probs in your head , we went to the playground and gahhhhhhhhhhh , it really made me worried seeing you sad .

soo , when i was sad just now , it was your turn to be w me .

hehe , thank you . darling .

OKAY ,

mohd shahri noraidi , marry me ? haahah !

gosh , i love you la .

:')

2012-01-22T22:43:00.002+08:00

I really cant stop missing you .

sumpah .

just really man , what happen to us ?

i cant stop crying thinking about you .

many negative thoughts haunted me .

like , you having another girl .

or i dont know ? :(

baby :(

please , dont scare me :(

i love you , so much .

im sorry for not being a good gf .

im missing you too much .

im tired of crying bcos of you .

2012-01-21T23:11:00.003+08:00

i miss you sayang :( too much .

comeback :(

2012-01-21T10:13:00.003+08:00

i miss you i miss you i miss you .

I was just sitting around , with earphones , and just started to look back at our pictures .

many memories came back till I smiled to myself .

a few of my most super sweet moments w you ,

there was once -

when we just had a tiff , then after settling the whole situation , we just planned to watch a movie .

And when I arrived , you smiled .

and said , '' in my head , I think i''ll be the most stupidest person of earth , if I were to leave you ''

You were really really really , so sweet :(

And remember ? it was your pay day . you set aside some money for our anni .

You had no gifts , and since Ive been wanting to buy this super cute babies at Vana ,

you brought me there and bought for me the shoe :')

'' cus tonight is your night '' you whispered .

....................................................................... ohhhhhhhhhhhhh shahreh . hahahahahha ............

AND AND AND AND , did you remember when you came down during chingay and Syf ?!

we were still fighting ! i thought you wouldnt come ,

'' we maybe fighting , but tht diesnt mean im a heartless jerk -.- '' you said .

Hahaha !

and AHRGH , sweet shioooooo you.

AND REMEMBER ?! the sentosa trip picnic ( not countdown ! )

I was playing around . and i wrote in the sand with my legs , '' M - A - R - R - Y ? ''

you smiled and wrote in the sand , '' Y-E-S ''

and we got ''married'' . hahahah ! cuma you jelah groom yg paling pemalas .

hehe , you carried me just like a groom would . gosh . i miss you .

and to top it off , the best , among the best , of the best , of th awesome in the world of awesumness , was the countdown with you .

you stayed up to watch me sleep .

you carried me around randomly .

you build a sandcastle mini cooper .

we walked around the beach in the wee hours .

we watched the fireworks .

xoxo at midnight.

promise me the start of a good year .

we connect the 3 stars in the sky .

we laughed alot .

you brought me deep in th water with my hands in yours .

and you reassured me that I'll always be your baby .

Iloveyou so much at that time ( tillnow)

but i forgot that its all in the past .

and we're still hanging .

ilove you

i miss you .

i need you .

ohh shahri , when can we be like how we used to ?

im missing you , too badly honeh .

okay . now , i got alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot , of things to do .

so omg , i cant story pnjang2 .

BYEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

MOHD SHAHRI NORAIDI , I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU .

2012-01-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

as i walked to school , thinking that for today , infront of them , there shall be no tears .

but i really failed . tears trickled down . again -.-

my friends was expecting a good news that we've both are on good terms .

but they were so shocked that it was a break up .

thats really sad :(

thank you , so much for cheering me up :)

As I was story telling to my friends, I saw your dad .

he asked why I didnt come up to be with you .

D : asal tk naik ? mana ari ? asal tk jumpe ?

M : oh . tk , tk jadi jumpe . Cik ! cik jgn bilang dia cik nampak saye ok ?

D : aik . asal pulak ?

M : kiter gaduh , jadi cik tkya la blg .

D : gaduh ? la asal gaduh ? tkmo la . dwi dah mesra ngn cik ngn makcik semua . abeh gaduh . tkmo la gaduh2 . tk bagus . nanti cik nasihat kan dier .

M : omg :( cik serious tkya , nanti dia lagy nyampah .

D : teruk sngat ke ?

M : dia minta putus .

D : LAA . da knape ? tkmo la ! perkara kecik , tkya la gyni . tkmo la . dah selese pun cik ngn dwi . tkper , nanti cik nasihat kan . asal dia minta ?

M : dia dah tk sayang ..

D : kay , cik balik sekarang , cik nk bbl ngn dia k da da da.

M : :'(

your daddy is sucha sweetheart .

Please please please , get this clear , IM NOT , using anybody to talk round w you so that you'll come back.

that was your own dad who wanted to do so .

I really dont want , cus i know you'll get mad .

but he really wanted to do so .

so all i can do is to just appreciate his effort to help us.

I miss you so badly boo :(

wonder what you're doing .

or how you're doing .

and i wonder esp how you're ever going to love me back .

gushy .

alright , nites . i love you .

2012-01-20T15:03:00.004+08:00

When these were the days :(

I dont know how you manage to lose feelings within th 5 days of time-out :(

Its really heart breaking to know that the 5 days shit has destroy th 18 months love :(

im sorry i cant make the best 17th for you :(

My gouch :(

I did all I can to make your 17th a perfect one , and I hope I did . celebrating it w your loved ones

I wrote letters , cus letters always made you happy .

I surprise you w a gift right infront of your house , so that your 17th would be perfect .

I did a fairytale-theme-drop-card , so that you'll know that you're my prince in my fairytale .

And end off the gift w a cake , cus last year you cried when your family didnt remember anyth , so that was supposedly , to be celebrated w your family .

I put in too much effort in all these till I didnt realise , that the one I was losing .

wasnt my money , my time , my energy .

but it was you whom im losing :(

what broke my heart was , for your birthday , you wanted a break-up:(

after what we've been through , our promises for 2012 , our plans , you already going to give that up ?

I was really speechless over your shocking decision .

you said , you've got a 2 day non-stop list on why you should leave me .

baby :( I dont have a 2 day non-stop list on why you should love me , but I wanna be that 1 reason why you should stay , and thats bcos you matter the most in my life and I love you so much boo . so much :'(

I thought by starting the year right , w you , its impossible for me to lose you .

but I guess people change , feelings fade .

I really hope you would stay :(

I miss you shahri .

I dont want you to change . or any of us to change .

just what happen to us ?

where is the ari that I met every weds and friday ?

the one whom i can talk to , the one that who wont let go when we hug , and lastly ,

the one that loved me , so much cus i was once , your priority .

dont leave me hanging . or worst , dont leave me :(

i love you , dearest :(

for all the hurt that Ive caused you , Im sorry , cus that wasnt what I meant to do :(

iloveyou shahri noraidi .

2012-01-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

Im a strong girl .

2012-01-18T22:07:00.002+08:00

Hi all .

I really wna threw things out now .

but , facebook and path isnt the right place .

I maybe hated for any emo status .

So this is my blog .

I can say anyth I want . Anything .

Recently , being w him , kinda makes me feel all useless .

Its like seeing somebody , dont need you in your life .

You're called a parasite after being somebody needed in someone's life .

It truely hurts .

Your efforts , to salvage smth , just got wasted .... just like that .

It feels stupid .

Doing something that has no point doing so .

It feels dumb , to be apart of smth , you werent meant to be .

It feels stupid , clapping w one hands .

And its disapointing , when the other one , isnt trying .

It broke my heart .

When I scrimp and save for the past weeks .

Though I know , my gift isnt that glamorous as others wanted it to be .

I just went all out , for this time .

Without realising , that It really was my heart whom Im risking .

The risk , to get hurt , after you knew , the things you've been wanting to salvage , is really going to be wasted .

All I ever wanted , was the perfect 17th , any girl would ever give :)

It may not happen like any love movies Ive watched .

but a close one , would do :)

The more I tried , the more I was happy .

Maybe smth impossible could really ........... be possible ?

but I guess , you woke me up .

Just as I was about to meet you w the rest .

you grew disgusted of my name , and went off .

the moment , i heard that from a buddy , I stood still .

and just walk backwards , faced the front , and put up a strong front , while i hold back my tears :)

I thank you , for making me a stronger girl .

For waking me up . from this fairytale shit .

It feels all stupid , thinking that I can really make the best 17th ever , but eventually , I AM the spoil sport of your whole day .

Thank you .

Happy 17th birthday Ari .

and thank you , to dearest buddies .

who was apparently super sweet :)

Ahmad hassan and esp Ian Zackry Zainal .

Nvr fail to cheer me up when things goes down :)

I owe you big time :)

2012 !

2012-01-12T12:07:00.002+08:00

Breathe in the fresh new year !

hohoho !

its been years i last updated !

and omg , i can assure you , i got no readers . like seriously no readers .

hiyok hiyok hiyok ~

Shahri now is in ITE .

while im now in sec 5 .

hahaahaah ! mcm cepat eh ?! IKR !

sho yeap !

AH FARK , I NOW NK BERAK ! HAHAAHHAAH ! , k k k , nk terkeluar ni !

ERR BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Im saving you people ~

2011-12-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

I dont know why , but , suddenly i feel like saying that .

ohmygod ! I miss blogging ~

HOWS YOU CORPSE READERS ?!

hahah !I can assure you , there is no readers .

OKAYYY !

N levels has farking ended , i get 15 points <3 , applying sec 5 .

my baby and me ? has been quite good .

k la , actually , good . very good !

so long sia nvr update .

there has been alot of stories to share . but yeahhh .

i kinda neglect cupid :( how sad .

sad oh so sad :(

OKAY LA BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

EDTU .

2011-07-21T20:13:00.003+08:00

HI FELLOW BABY . ew .

Long time ah ? no update .

woooooooooooooooooooooooooooo , fml . HAHA .

fmlfmlfmlflmflmflmlfmflmflmflmlfmflmflmflmflfmlfmlfmlfmlfmflmflmflfmlfmlfmmflfm

FUCK MY LIFE .

hmm , my favourite sentence .

Alright . this week has been pretty harsh on me actually .

Sunday , i got involve into a huge fight w shark .

K mepek .

I got into a big fight w Shahri . over smth so last year .

So , he hated me so much for it . untill he hates seeing my face .

So you guys can probably imagine how big it was huh ?

Monday .

lesson was a drag , and had to avoid someone .

Kinda irritating playing hide and seek .

stupid .

Tuesday , family prob came .

and I think , im like being an actress in Gossip Girl .

'' such in a scandalous life of a manhattan's elite ''

Wednesday , I was doing my art and mum called up . I thought it was her usual ranting .

So dadster was admitted into the hospital , emergency ward .

I got too fed up cus art will be due in days , and he always make me sad , so it was wednesay , I went to malay dance .

I cant be involve in Malay dance anymore , but hack care, w inappropriate attire , just dance to th new steps . I think its fusion ? I loike .

Still , dancing really doesnt carry th heavy burden in my mind .

Went home , changed , and off I go to NUH w mum.

Dad was warded at Extensive Diagnostic Treatment Unit , Emergency Walk In cases .

Tk serabak ICU , tapi rabak dari patient laen .

I came , and practically , ( I got this restless behaviour from him ) , he was playing w th bed . making it go up then down , up and down .

-.-

he seem happy .

I bought Kuih Lapis for myself . And dad's eyes shine when he saw those .

He kept asking for it and ate it infront of th nurses . Fgs , he was admitted cus of Blocked artery in his heart , caused by ? HIS FOOD .

he was happpy eating it .

it was dinner and when food was handed to him , the nurse hasnt even completely distribute th food out to all th other patients and POOF , dad finish eating .

And asking for more .

Or worst , asked from his neighbour-patient , if he is gna finish his food , if not , just give it to dad .

OMGGGGG , GERAAAAMMMMMM .

also, th doctors were scanning his heartbeat .

and he just dont know how to sit still , the heartbeat thingy ( th wave ) , will go uppppppp , then down . then UUUUPPPPPPPPPPP and downn .

cus he cant keep still .

VERY IRRITSSSS.

And w much confident , he said he'll go home tmr .

and yeap , he told mum he wna have seafood for dinner .

YA ALLAH .

it was 8 , we went home and boooom , ttdo !

THURS ; TODAYYYYYY :D

Ahh , nth much actually .

wasnt in th mood so cabut class and went for health screening .

THis time , we make Bala mad .

haha , 3 times ald I cabut . mana tk marahhh :D

My backbone is positive ( no good btw )

Got backbone problem . and I was told to go for swimming lessons .

WHAT THA FARK ?!! cus there is an S in my backbone .

fuckkkkkkk .

anyw , things w him arent getting better .

and i was doing my art .

My supaaaa irritating vivian , knew I had a tough time w him .

SOOOOOO , she drew Shahri's name all around th side of my N-Level Final work !

HAHAHA !

butterflies la , flower la , s and d la . alot laa

super colourful yknow th sides .

But she is really cute ^^

thanks bitcccchchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

tmr , im gonna wear cheong sam for Racial Harmony day !

YAYYYYYYYYY !!!!

talked about it w friends , happy shey .

Wnt home , and mum said , doctor said dad's condition got worst and they cant discharge him today .

Again , i was fed up .

cus among all other millions of other humans , why must it be fucking me who had to face this fucking shit ?

THANKS HOROSCOPE , I DISAGREE THAT THIS MONTH IS LION's MONTH .

but capricorn love life , you're so true

2011-07-10T12:56:00.002+08:00

hi assholes again :)

I know lame tk update .

OHOOHOHOOHOHOHHOOHOHHOOH BUT HI .

I just came back from madrasahhh and its boring , so thought of updating this blog .

hmm , yesterday was my 1 yr w Shahri .

A day that we have been anticipated for a v long time .

Like I said , according to plan , we went bungee and stuff :)

We met at lakky and went esplanade , I MISS BY A FEW FUCKING MINUTES , SEEING MY JUNIORS PERFORM .

omg .

what a bad senior . haha ! but , even if i didnt manage to see them , i know they will always make us proud :)

So fuhuanites malay dance , i love each and every one of you .

I Think .

HAHAAHA , NOT .

saw sop and nuriani :)

Sop was like , '' ohhhh , soloist dah kene replace seh ! ''

SHUT UP LAA .

hahahha ! still , I wna see my juniors follow the senior footstep .

Later on , we walk back to marina square , had lunch .

There was a nice elderly came to share the same table as us . she explained that her son is a bit of retard and told us not to be afraid of him since he doesnt harm people . He'l just suddenly shout .

OOO . His son came . and , nothing happened . mendak .

k aku mcm siak .

Yesterday was also NDP preview and luckily it wasnt pack :D

Trained to Clark Quay . and chill till 8 ?

Before riding the bungee .

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

it was super duper duper the MOST FUN THING THAT YOU HAVE TO TrY !!!!

i mean the , G-max bungee .

me and shahri was like screaming on th top of our voices and holding each other tight . its like , you're on th top of th world !! and there was fireworks at th sky too !!

SO we are indeed very lucky !

hahaaha ! we are not close to the fireworks , but still can see . amazing display :)

there was a video recorded of us screaming . and the americans were laughing seeing us .

HAHAHAHAH , MALUUUUUUU !!!!!

we angkat kaki teros jalan .

we were spinning , cus that ride was like 360 . and you see suntec upside down and cloud and all sorts of thing . IT WAS FUN ! A MUST TRY .

after much excitement , we decided to cool ourselves.

took a romantic , ( k not so ? cus i was busy taking pictures ) , boat ride along clarke quay .

We had th couple seat . HEH .

Very calming :)

and ndp was still going on ^^

the streeet light was a be-ee-aye-you-tiful scene :)

After all that !

We walk around and sat down , and around 10.30 , we went home since there was nothing else at Clark Quay and we were both nausea cus of th Gmax . hahaha !

So homed :)

Had th best 1yr :DDDDDDDDDD HOHOHOOH.

This time , no gifts . cus ? we both mallas .

hahahaha ! Well who needs gift when you enjoy yourself w yr loved ones :)

HAPPY 2nd YEAR TO FYANA AND AHMAD TOO .

bye shahri ! LOVE YOU .

HI AQILAH , RAHAYU LAWAA PLS . hahahahah !

HADY TKDER POOONNNNNNNN !!! HAHAHAHAHAH !

BYE . and aliff aziz sucks . ttm .

2011-07-03T23:55:00.003+08:00

helo assholes :)

Its like dusty in this thingy .

Since having this lappy , its been entertaining me with movies , fb and weird webby .

Untill , i abandoned this blog .

how shaddd .

Anyway , life ?

More like cb ?

haha ! But that typical for a 16 year old girl whose gna sit for her N levels soon .

SO , just like my gigantic reminder at my closet says , '' NO HANKY PANKY ''

aww bye .

SO . last friday , was my last performance with Fuhua Malay Dance .

We were invited to dance at expo for big shots of asean at Opening Sea games .

Indeed we are sure lucky .

Since its gonna be my last performance , the juniors promised to do it perfectly .

Just for all the seniors .

AWW . how sweet :)

Show starts , spotlight on fiee and me , tv crews here and there , and we're broadcast at Okto .

weeeeee :)

I think its not live and I wouldnt want to miss it .

Everybody had fun dancinggggg and at the end of the dance , teachers came up to me , and said they are really proud .

I was praised as the camera man's fave ! HAHAHAHAHHA ! (loling)

Cus many times focus on me .

WOOOO !!! CANT WAIT TO WATCH IT AT OKTO .

But idk when . And im not sure , if its the tv crew or the other weird crew .

NTAH LA .

Tupun tk tahu keluar okto . alah idk la .

hahahahahahhahaa ! berbual tongang terbalik sial aku .

oky . aku tau krg dah nyamph . ew

SO . 1 year anni is just this sat . and many things are happening on this sat .

Damn it .

Our trip to Universal was cancelled cus I cant manage to save enough money but there's always a next time .

So if God willing , we're doing bungee jumping ( HAHAHAHA ! ) and a boat trip along Clarke Quey and if time allows , maybe watching Fuhua performs at Esplanade on Malay Dance Festival with other schools .

and best of all , my madrasah friend is involve too in a play .

So its like , everyone I know is coming .

HAHA ! Weirdddddd but its gna be so much fun !!

I cant wait .

but that is if we have the time to rush back to esplanade.

k thats about it . bbye

2011-06-27T21:04:00.002+08:00

hello mofo ~

its been ages i last updated this shit .

So yea , here it is :)

today , 1st day of school , wasnt even ready to get up early .

Its worst than being forced to run 20 laps in th field at 2am .

Cb okay whatever

anyway , these holidays has been making myself busy with watching Gossip Girls .

Season 1 .

It made me cry angry sad and all of the above .

ahrg !

but best of all , it made me willing to stay up all night just to watch this show .

Finished season 1 .

I just hate georgina , mofo mf.

Anywayyyy , talk about school .

It sucks right in the morning .

CUS I HAD A STUPID TIFF W SHAHRI _|_

So , in the late coming slip paer , under the '' reasons why you're late : ''

It should be stated his name there and I wish Mr Singh punished him instead of innocent dwi .

HMPH

At the foyer , My classmates who was also late kept cracking jokes .

All they ever look out was pretty teachers .

Who are they ? wei yang Eleazor .

very obvious answer .

ALRIGHHHHTTT .

RIght now , im fucked up with season 2 cus there's no subtitle .

I just have to understand what the hell are talking about .

I mean , they talk quite fast .

and I dont really understand bitches language in New York .

So , gotta bear with it .

Anyway , my art on my canvas is 50% done .

left with only a few days to submission date :D

Hoping to ace it !

Cus they say , art is very easy to score as long as you do your work .

But im having a feeling , at the rate im going right now ,

its definitely a C6 ?

ahaha ! WHATEVERRR .

I can open my eyes and when class starts , there were many new stories which make me wow .

KAN AFIQAH NAK TUNANG !

hahaha ! and lotsa more stories .

Aminah and me were talking about someone . and it make me feel bad .

BUT CMON .

ahrgh .

whateverr . malas la .

So malay dance , had an invitation to dance for all the big shots in Asena Sea games .

It is indeed the most scariest , apart from SYF and Chingay.

I just want all of us to do our best and make sure , Malaysians and Indonesians werent laugh at Singaporeans .

tsk.

and this invitation is somehow another getaway from class .

monday , tues , wednesday , friday , I'll be away from class :)

okay sweetheart , not , wish us luck .

LOVE YA

2011-06-16T02:10:00.001+08:00

S UNTUK APA ? S UNTUK SHHHAAAHHHHRRREEEEHHHHHHH .

kkk lame -.-

Now its 2.12am . and still watching movie .

K no mood to update bye

2011-06-14T04:56:00.002+08:00

alright , now 2nd post :)

damn it . I didnt sleep for the whole night

haha ! cus of my new lappy .

Its been seducing me w movies and games.

hahah !

So burlesque checked !

Then Bring it on Fight to the finish checked !

Now downloading American pie , the beta mile ?

Wanted to watch my name is khan , but no english subtitles .

Stupid .

Maybe next watching bring it on , but another version .

Prolly th , kk . Idk .

Righttttttt .

right now its 5.02 am

And its like , i cant freaking sleep .

K mum just woke up .

Later on , azan subuh .

HAHAHA ! mygood dwi .

blame this on toshiba

shahri , aku ton sia malam ni .

HAHA !

k errrrzxc ,

with this new lappy , skype w my sis at bahrain

we were excited seeing each other

they're coming back this december .

this time , for good .

Shima is going school !

YAYYYYY !

okay noww is 7.14 . just finish watching american pie

hhoooohohohohoh ~

k bye .

2011-06-14T02:51:00.002+08:00

hi people . never update for a verryyy long time .

anywayy , new lappy :D

veryyy happy . dad finally buy for me .

Now bye .

its raining fish on a sunday and marley .

HAHA ! 4e8 will know .

k bye la

picture dark ? ikr

2011-06-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

On ice , you dance like a swan .

ceyh . ew .

alright people .

Another confession . Last time , a girl w full of imaginations like me , wants to be a professional ice skater .

haha ! at first I wna be a wushu warrior too .

But mum object . cus she's scared I'll have to pray to their gods for blessing .

HAAHA . She watch too much of Jet Lee movies .

And also , she didnt allow me to take wushu as my CCA .

So then on , I wna be an ice-skater .

after watching a movie .

DAD objects .

He says the fees are too much . can reach up to 500 bux .

and th attire is unacceptable .

alamak .

ada saje la .

ANywayyzxcxzxzxcxzcxz , its day 3 we didnt text ):

gundu .

Just now morning , went to school and did my art w acap who just sleeps and sleeps .

-.-

SO FINALLLLLLYYY , I can already draw on my canvas .

damn plain . but Im trying to put in some of th Opt drawings I did .

Hopes it turns out nice .

Mdm Ang as usual makes me mad . Whenever I want to ask , she'll be missing doing other things .

and worst , its during class time .

So independent woman , just had to do it .

Right after that , had malay daance .

Fiee said she saw ri and mad . in th morn gg somewhere .

Woi . gy manee je -.-

So its all t same danceeeeeee and im super tired in teaching th same things again and juniors just wont get it .

srsly .

So i let them be . like srsly .

argh mafaka irritating habes.

anywayzxcxzzxxx .

After malay dance , teachers had some tea break sessions w us .

food was nice :D

If NPCC calls it th POP .

We call th , hahah , k idk .

But its to thank the seniors . since its gna be our last time .

Certificates will be receive . YAYYYY :P :

1st july having performance for all th VIPs , and big big big people .

scaarrrrryy .

at max pavillion . mygooodd .

haha !

right , what else ?

oh . tmr is our 11th month .

and things are not going smoothly .

Lets hope we are ):

Happy 11th baby .

BYE

2011-06-07T22:56:00.003+08:00

found this on tumblr . haha ! anywayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
My last post is like few minutes ago ?
haha ! biarla . let me taaaaaaaalk alot here .
since we're on a stupid silent treatment .
Its like , the silent killer . like oooooo scarehhhh .....

haha ! just like what my facebook status said .
Everyone I love today , is definetly weird .
Im referring to my parents .
weeeeeirrrrrdosss .

normally , mum will be in th kitchen , dad in the living room .
Doing their things .
and when they walk pass each other , they'll just look at whatever each other are doing and act nothing has happen .
Just like typical days .

BUT TOOODAYYYY . IS WEIRD .

idk whats in them .
haha !

Convo :

Mum : *in kitchen
Dad : * in living room .

Dad : *went to kitchen
Mum : EEEEE SEBOK JETAO DINI ! Aku masak , dia sebok nak datang ! sana la ! shoo shoo !
Dad : eleh mak nye , merepek la !

Mum : *goes to kitchen
Dad : AH AH AH AH ! SEBOK SEBOK ! nak gy mane ? sebok jela maknye ! gy dapor jela , datang sini !

Im like ? HUH !?

whats w you guys ? hahahahah !
they didnt even have an arguement .
i feel like screaming at them to '' STOPPPP IT , YOU BOTH ARE STAYING UNDER ONE ROOF FGS ! ''

SOOO . Anyway , afrojack , pleaseeeeeeeee ring soon ):
you'reevillikesrslylikeomgstopdoingthisbutilllikeenduretothiscusimnotaweakbitchbutpleasestopkbye. .

My darlinns , some are having some r/s probs .
mygod , tating .
haha !

Okay girls , we've always been for ea other .
so , endure la kan :D

SMileeeeeeeee , cikgu syazali kan pesan :D

'' air mata wanita amat berharga . ''

heh . so iloveeachandeveryoneofyou .

even if we cant be ther for ea other 24/7 . we'll not be . yknow .

haha, idk what to say .

now my mind is blank .

Lemme guess .
prolly now ,

my only readers is , aminah . QILAH (Stalker) Yana . Ri .

tmr , im doing my beautiful kanasai art .
byeeeeezxc ..............................

afteruafternaftertafteraaftergaftercapslockaftergaftereafteru .

love you.
BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MWAH /

2011-06-07T21:30:00.002+08:00

'' You have to be patient and strong . And let him play his own game '' Lyana .

Aminah , Lyana , Ilyka finds it funny that me and him quarrel on .. a pathetic topic . HAHA . ITS NOT OKAY .

Aku bilang korang gadoh w mataer korang pasal ape baru tahu !

K 157 ? K Bieber ? K MIR ? HAHAHAHA .

Anywayyyy , im here to posttttt a blogggeh posteh .

Yesterday , I went for art .

As usual , teacher wont help us -.- cb .

So , we , th independent women , ilyka aminah me , tried to do on our own .

But in the end , we were distracted on boyf's topic and had a good laugh about it .

MY DEAR FRIEND , A VERY WEIRD FRIEND .

was freaking scared auntil her hands tremble and her hands were cold .

She was scared .

scared of ?

Talking to her boyyyyyyyfffffff -,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,--------------------- mygoodododododod

haha ! weird right my friend ? scared to call her boyfff . mygoodness .

haha !

Right after that , went home :D

Anyway , he message .

Variasi is recruiting dancers to join . And he ask me if I wna join .

Adoooi , puseng kepala deh . haha ! .

and i have to burn a disc syf juga . mygod . leceh pls ?

Idk if im joining . neh , cus they're finding dancers who's versatile in all genre of dancing . including contemparary .

mushibutts.

I dont have the basic at all .

Shall think about it :) and the practice place is at sembawanggg . jelutung CC.

ADOOOOIIIIIII .

JAOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Today is day 2 we didnt message .

by th time we didnt message , I would already message first .

But someone told me to just be patient , and wait .

So i Distract myself w things .

9th of June is coming .

its our 11th month .

Soooooo , i did something .

It cost super cheap but srsly , damn difficult to make . hahahahaha !

And It took me 3 day to finish that thing .

HAHAHHA , IT LOOK KINDA , FUNNY ?!

But lyana said its cute .

HAHAHAHA , k aku diam .

I chose that thing cus normally i Dont see anyone doing that for anniversary .

And im v tired doing cards . his box is full w my cards which is kinda boring ?

shall reveal what it is on 9th .

mygod . this silent treatment is like a break-up :(

BERSABAR DWI KURNIA INDAHHHHHHHHHZXC .

2011-06-06T00:42:00.002+08:00

The Best Of Both World .

this was her freaking first album , that made me fast during the my Primary 6 , for a few weeks .

It cost 18 bux . and I memorise th 13 songs and played it everyday everyday everyday without getting tired and rush home to watch her Hannah Montana Show at disneychannel at 5pm .

And my diary is full of her her and no one else .

HANNAH MONTANA .

hahaha . now ? she's a bitch .

ANYWAYYYYSSSS , today , i didnt bath . hahahahahaahhaahah !

SUPAAAA LAZY .

yesterday went out with BaBY SaCHokZ ( HAHAHAH ! AMINAH , KENAL ?! )

hahahahaah !

Went shopping at bugis , finish the whole of 60 .

Really had fun time shopping , but pity shahri , who was tired entertaining my attitude . haha ! sorry .

nth interesting to share .

reading aminah's blog is like seeing what im gna post later .

as in , all she does is rotting at home , do house chores , computer .

Just like meeeeee.

I do agree , without school is fucking boring .

TMRW GOT ART . WNA FINISH . BYEEEE

2011-06-02T23:30:00.003+08:00

''tampar ah tampar tamparrrr ''

HEYHOOOO , another post for today :D

Today , im being sucha good girl ... i thinkkkkk .

Went school to do art , did what was suppose to do and by tmrw , i think i can do my final work already .

I feel at ease knowing that I can start on it ald .

but it troubles me alot to know that i have limited time to finish it .

MYY GOD .

please slow down the time ):

After school , went to have lunch w fahmi bonchet .

and I wander off , walking into and out of shops to find anyth suitable for 9th .

haha , there is none .

Home , bath , sleep , wake up , eat , bath , online.

I was then remembered that I have to do a research on cleopatra .
The last Queen of Egypt .

AND ALSO , QUEEN NEFERTITI . YES AMINAH . YOU MINAH .
hhaha ! babe , you know , people held celebration JUST FOR HER BEAUTY AJE ?! So she must be a damn gorgy .

DAH SUDAH .

Quite interesting reading them , King Tut amazes me .
His wife and grandfather killed him for his throne .
Cruel ? yeap .
History of Egypt is full of deception , intrigue and seduction ( for Cleopatra )

wtf ? seduce enemy sio , ada anak w enemy lagi .
hahahha ! NICE .

and also , read up on Polygamy .

I think polygamy is set out to kill the heart of woman .
but God wouldnt be so cruel .
So I think , there is a logical reason why this thing exist .
gonna enquire more about it through Ustazah .

alah , no stories la .

bye .

AKU SUKA BUNGA SEH . -.-

BYE

2011-05-30T23:46:00.003+08:00

Sometimes , being in a r/s scares me alot .
Im just scared that , we'll just get tired of each other , and th flame between us just dies off .
Burning those memories we have .
Please ,
stay strong .

2011-05-30T22:24:00.004+08:00

I know I've not been updating this blog since a decade ago . maap .

SO here it is .

My postttttt zxc .

Last saturday , had oral course .

it was a pathetic 3 hours but I did pick up a few tips on orals .

my class and 4E1 were only th most pathetic people , to wear school uniform when EVERYONE ELSE wears home clothes .

damn it .

After that watch movie w dearest aqiloh . at woodlands library - burlesque .

2nd time watching it , and cam giganret (SP?) is shooo HOTZXC .

After that , my dear friend got bored . TOO BORED .

I regret walking at th pasar malam .

There's a game stall there and she finishes 3 bux on a stupid game -.-

Yes thats AQILAH . _________________________________________________________

After that , I went home and prepared for Gentarasa .

Met at Fuhua w th rest of th malay dancers at 7.00pm for the show .

It was an extravaganva show sheyyy .

Police was here and there and Lee Hsien Loong was present too .

TH SHOW WAS SUPEEEEERRRRR GREAT !! Enjoy it ttm !

And there was one part , th performers danced Chingay song on th stage .

Th Exact song and steps we did during Chingay 2011 . And th background was pictures that was taken during th Chingay Actual Day itself .

Guess what ?

My face , HAHA , solo , doing stupid face , was shown at th background , as big as th whole stage . hahahaahahah ! Me and syafiah laugh so hard .

Paiseh la oi , having your face aas big as th stage -.-

Anyway , Hyrul Anuar checked , so now , i get to take pictures with ELFAEZA . kay idk how to spell her name -.-

Dia lawaaaaaa !

picture blur . I know .

cutest thang on earth .

2011-05-23T21:01:00.006+08:00

HELLO . ni ERRY . anak sdara SHAHRI . there's one more , ANNA . but , i cant find her pictures . Anyw , ni ERRY .

INI WAN NUR HASHIMA . haha ! Anak sdara saya yang paleng naughty dan cute !

somehow , after much staring , they look similar ?

ALAH . all babies muka samala .

'' scandalous date ''

SATU MINGGU BERLEPASSS ~ and here is my new post for today day .

Lyana and Ari has been telling me to update my blog .

SO AMEK KAO !

hehahohuhi ~

Alright , its th after exam and results were thrown back at us .

Some got filthy marks , and Im one of them .

heh .

Im very dissapointed w my results .

Chem was super , dissapointment sadly ):

art and Ss was pain in th ass .

but luckily english pulled up my marks .

alhamdulilah ! got highest for paper 1 only . STILL , alhamdulilah .

Just now when Ms Haiza gave out th papers , I was really to happy to know th results cus I know I like win E .who laugh at me before exams ?

haha ! so I laugh my ass off . cus I was just too happy .

AND . hahahahaahahaha ! i saw th faces of some who was like , '' oh pls'''

and im like , fuck , shit . wrong move .

Sorry people . got too overjoyed w th news , untill im like that .

promise not to do that again . sorry .

Totally forgot what ustazah pesan .

'' everything we do , semua datang dari Dia . Soo thank him ''

SO DWI . JGN BERLAGAK .

k k ,

sorry ye kalau menyampah .

Anyway , just now had lunch w wan fiqah after school . Wan's friend wna meet him up but when he knew me and fiqah were there , he didnt came .

reason being ?

He is very short . and he is scared that we laugh at him -.-

haha ! MYGOD . thats sooo cute . really .

Alright , okay , i got nth to update la .

bye la . sorry again people .

Shahri is getting a job . walao eh .

2011-05-16T19:32:00.007+08:00

Justttt came back from MELAAAAKKAAAAA ~

for 2 days . hmm , can say that its a get-away-from-all-shits-in-here-outing .

Just went w mum and dad , followed rombongan .

Weee ~

Th trip was ? idk ? okay ? cus majority are old hags , but there are still shopping for us . One of th place wa kinda ridiculous . haha !

It was really scorching hot . REALLY HOT THERE .

And its so freaking humid . just liike singapore .

And its at 12pm ? when th sun is just inches from your head .

they brought us to swim , AT HOT BOILING WATER -.-

Really people -.-

haha ! was freaking mad w them . it was so hot .

and th water was freaking hot . you have to dip your hands and legs in th super hot waterr .

I was perspiring super badly and th place does not have a shelter .

they also want us to bath in mud .

omg -.-

really .

At singapore and malaysia customs , I had difficulties in having my passport ''chopped'' hahahhaha !

Cus my face , they couldnt recognise my face . at all -.o

HAHAHAHAHAHA !

This is nerdy dwi , p3 . now still nerdy . I giggle seeing my passport face . It looked like a goat ? haha !

OKAY I LOOK LIKE A MALAYSIAN ! hahahahahaaa!

makk oi .

Okay nvrm bout thatttzxc .

anyweh , had lotsa fun shopping here and there and I couldnt stop running . hahaha ! idk why . mum always had to gave chase .

OKAY . my sister is back at Bahrain ):

didnt manage to send her to th airport . was schooling ?

but I hope she lands there safely .

mum dadwill ALWAYS pray for your safety and your family . pls take care of yourself and if there is any emergency , CONTACT DAD FIRST AND THEN FACEBOOKKK OKAYY !?

We will miss youuuuuuzxc . and hashima .

AND , since I went melaka . I was reminded of th show '' little nyonya ''

And i was eating , I thot I saw th place where they shooot th scene . Am I wrong ? or was I correct ah ?

cus it freaking looks familiarrrrrr . Idk ? i maaybe wrong ?

and th place was full of nyonya dishes and clothes .

LAWA TTMMMMMMM ! SRS SHIT !

It was all sew by nyonyas . and it was freaking pretty . but I couldnt be bothered by one .

ANYWWWWWWW , At melaka , we had fun .

so I love mum so much .

TAPI , KAT JOHOR JUGA , GADOH3 !

hahahah ! TILL NOW , we're on cold wars . cb la .

bye .

SHAHRI , KETEMU KETEMU . hahaha ! BYE

2011-05-09T20:31:00.003+08:00

I do agree , Nathalie Kelly LOOKS ALIKE with Vanessa Hudgens .

But Natalie , you're hotter .

like srslyyyyyyy .... *melts*

Today its th 9th , and its our 10 th .

woooohhoooo ~ for me , its too fast . like srsly . 1 min , its 9th , later than , 10th . next 2 days , 12th . haaha .

anyway , thot of celebrating today , but tmr exam .

Soooo..... celeb at Saturday !

There was lot of funny moments .

its more to , funny to him , angry for me .

Well here it goes .

SATURRRRRRDAAAAAYYYYYYYYY ~~ !!

We plan to catch a movie at Marina . omg -.- marina marina .

Meet him at 1.30 .

Sumpah mabok , panas terik.

Train to City Hall .

In th train , he showed off his new Iphone .

And whatever , it still sucks . hahaha !

and I kept teasing him that his iphone is lousy .

AND , HE STARES AT ME .

Came straight to my face ,

'' At least , baju aku tk terbalik mcm kau . ''

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH !!!!!! THAT WAS WHEN TH FREAKING TIME , I REALISE , MY CLOTHES WAS INSIDE OUT ! HE IS A CDWERWVRDR !!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAH ! MY WATER FACE DROP TTM AND FUCK HIM .

Immediately change . and omgggggggggggggg , I swearrrr i feel like killing him .

ahrgh !!!

OKAY ! SHUT UP .

Next , we walk around , and bought tickets . initial plan was to watch Fast and furious 5 . but it was sold out .So we watch THOR .

It was a great movie and it made me laugh till I choke on my coke .

Srs .

After that , it was kinda boring and too early to have dinner , we slack at idk where . Taking pitures here and there . and k this is funny .

he is .. toooo clever .

He got nothing to munch on , so I took out my chewing gum , and eat it infront of him . exaggeratting on the taste at every bite . expecting him to ask for 1 .

haha ! so I gave him 1 . and chew3 untill there was no more taste .

M : eh , kao boleh blow bubble ?

S : boleh .

M : mcm fhm . padahal terkial kial nak blow -.-

S : bole la .

M : k , blow .

S : repeat .

M : Blow .

S : again .

M : I said , BLOW .

S : Okay , really eh , you said BLOW EH .

M : CEPAT BLOW LA !!!

S: Okay .

Know what ?

He freaking blow that piece of gum in his mouth , ONTO MY DRESS .

''what ? you didnt say BLOW A BUBBLE . you said , BLOW . so i did ''

IT WAS STUCK TO MY DRESSSSSSSZXC . Manage to take it out and damn , I feel like killing him so so so so so much !

OKAYY .

we walk around and apparently , I was having headache .

I cant eally see bright lights. really makes me dizzy . alah idk how to explain to you la .

So , as usual , malls are filled with lights . make me sooooooo dizzy .

And I HAD TO PUT MY SHADES . there is a reason idiot .

As I walk beside him , he smile .

'' kau tau , ada orang pun tengah ketawa kat kau mcm aku . ''

omggggggggggggggggggggggg . shahriiii ): mengapa kau kejam ? hahahahahaa ! TKPER . benci sayang kao .

Had dinner at KFC . At first , we were shy to eat th burger comot-ly . So , we eat like malu2 kucing __

In th end , we agreed its getting quite irritating , so we agreed to eat like horrible pigs . even if th public sees us , they wont recognise us :D

So , makan la kita dengan tangan yang blum cuci , hahahaha ! ( YES SHAHRI , BLUM CUCI )

and untill ayam bersepah kat rambot semua .

I know teruk . but , lapar babe .

Went to CROCS shopppppppp . since he is wearing a crocs , he still wna find if th shoe sells th one that he is wearing .

alah . understand ? idk how explain . alah . tk tau laa .

For all I know , he is th '' im-a-grown-up-boy-im-a-cool-kid'' type of guy .

Fancy him to get attracted to , those , yknow little idk what are they called , but it can be ''pasted'' on your crocs on those holes .

he was .. going for cartoon character . flowers . mickey . scooby .

It was weeeeeeeeirrrdddddddd of himmmmmm yknowwwwwwwwwww.

and he looks happy teasting out all those :)

im like O.O''

geezzz .

It was night . Slack at idk . but th place was nice , there was a display of laser lights from idk what . and it was awwweeeesssuummm .

Went back Lakeside at 9.30 and MRT was not pack .

Lakeside , dah mcm orang mabok . We both kept passing each other a bottle of ice lemon tea -.-

and took big gulps , challenge whose burps were th loudest .

SHAHRI , I WIN . I WIN .

Yes , AKU CHAMPION , MENANG .

Slackooo tillooo 11.30 .

Home at th stroke of midnight . style .

reallyyyyy at th stroke of midnight .

tmr exam , malas . bye .

shahri . happy 10th month .

anyw , i hope our plans for our 1 year , akan menjadi , amin . hehe .

2011-05-02T15:17:00.003+08:00

In the end , my love for you , was never a pretend .

Supposedly now , if it wasnt for Labour's Day , I should be at school , JUST FINISH MY MATHS REMEDIAL ~

Well praises to God , that He spare us today :D

hahooo ~ so suckerssss , how wassh your howidaez ?!,,.. Aii enj0Yq maIIi dAyyy .

Well sort of ?

Friday , as usual , met Areh , whose going to malaiiiishiaaaa th next day .

So , WE OFFICIALLY , NAME HIS CAT , NUSSU ON THE FRIDAY !

hahahahahahahah ! Sister of FISH ON A SUNDAY .

HAHA . k not .

that poor pathetic cat was name upin ? or ipin ?

I feel very sorry for having a weird and not nice name .

This is cause by your dad .

OLWITEEE .

ON saturday , went to cuz house !

My cuz was getting married and my family came down to help .

It was pretty boring and really , a fuck up day .

Me : *approach aunt *

A : *Stares upside down , gives th you're-a-bitch face*

M : what ?

A : Aku nampak kau ngan mataer kau huh kat jp ! aku jalan sbelah pun tk nmpak !

M : Huh ? mataer ? huh bila ?

A : kau diam kau ! aku nak bilang abang kau semua ! ngada2 !

M : WTH ?!

A : nak aksen ! budak tu keje ? ada duet ?! ngaji ? solat ? umor ?

M : *sumpah blur*

A : *go tell my other makcik*

M : Walks off*

I was damn frustrated bout this .

I mean , c'mon . It isnt her buisness !

MY SISTER , didnt even complain anyth , then why must she ?!

Fuckkkk up man !

Apparently , her daughter is very close w me .

So I complained to her daughter - kak ipa .

HAHAHA !

Kak ipa told me , to go straight to HER MUM , and tell her to STFU and jgn jadi biol .

HAHAHAAHAHAHA ! I laughed reading her text .

omg , she's teaching me to be rebelious. haha ! nonsence .

So it was th end of th day , and we pack up , and went home .

Getting ready for tmr's big day .

Sister sleep over at home and in th middle of th night , Shima will cry cry cry for no reason . Sumpah I cant sleep mannnnn . grrrrr .

tkperrr . shima is gna take care of my baby in th future .

haha ~ so in morning , bath bla bla bla ~ and we doll up little shimamemok .

hahaaa ! she looks SO CUTE . Sorry , didnt took a picture of her .

but when we praise her , she'll scream then smile .

Its her way of saying '' STOP PRAISING YOU GUYS , I KNOW IM PRETTY ''

hhaha ! I fell like tying her up man .

I THEN RECEIVE A MSG FROM SHAHREHHHHH ~

I got very happy ! really happy !

but what he sent , was cbknn .

it was from singtel . okay , in other words , I must top up for him , if he wna msg me . LIKE CB . cekik darah ! hahaha ! suke hati je suruh orang top up kan .

PODAH .

SOOOOO , Reach there and guest were arriving .

Saw Abang ali and his girlf - kak aidah .

Th best thing , about th wedding , was th guest booth .

you'll have your pictures taken , and printed right on th spot , and pasted on a book , so you can write your wishes for th wedded couple .

And you can also buy th picture , $1 only .

there was a long que at th booth and many people bought their pictures .

So th company would have made big bucks within 1 day .

NICEE ~

Airah and afiq was also there . and airah havent change one bit ! haha .

still th same , muka sama , prangai sama , like me .

haha !

It was karaoke time , and Sis and bro became th DJ .

Kak ain and airah wanted to sing Atas nama Cinta .

I got bored .

While they were singing , I went up to tv .

cover th lyrics with my hands , and they got cock up .

HAHA ! their voice over th speakers was cock up too .

hahahahaa ! they can just wave their hands , to tell me to get lost . hahahah !

funnehhhhh ~

Right after th wedding , we were quite bored .

So abg ali , kak aidah , me , airah , afiq , sent me home first to change , then kak aidah , to change .

WE WENT BOWLINNNGGGG ~

initial plan was to slack at town , but afiq die die wants bowling .

So abg rafi and kak ita too followed .

Had alot of fun playing bowling , and I suck big time .

gutter as always , even after I had bowling classes -.-

But that was for th first game .

2nd leadinggggg ~ hahaha !

We finish at 11pm . and we got quite bored .

Pack up and went west coast park for supper .

Had mcdonalds by th seaside and stories ghost stories ard midnight .

Around 12 plus , everyone was tired , so sent off people .

And smth cropped up .

hahohehuhiheha .

Bro got into a fight w his ex wife in th car . (long story , I know got no link ) blocking cars and omg -.-

there was screaming , hitting of cars , and LOts more .

I knew me and kak aidah wont be any use of help when abg ali is angry cus he is very very very hot tempered .

HAIYOOOO !

So th night ended up like bull shit .

and in th lorry , he can stop swearing and stuff . haiyoo

home at 1.30am .

SHAHRI , BILA KAU NAK BALIK SETAN !!!!!!

Im diagnose with STM .

2011-04-28T21:31:00.006+08:00

omg . I was browsing photo of beautiful girls . HAHA . I sound like a bootch or a lesbi ? and gosh they're damn gorgygygygy .

HMM , SHOULD I ...

should be Miranda-kerr inspired ?

or rossa inspired ?

or Jennifer-lopez inspired ..

or bunga-citra-lestari inspired ?

I chose this ladies because they looked natural and never over done . Just my typeeee . hahaha , omg , i sound like a bootch pls -.-

was searching for prom dresses to be rent in Singapore . and there was one which caught my attention . buttt , 319 bucks .

HAHAHA ! gy mampos .

gosh , i just cant wait to go to prom . soooo happppyyyyyy !

But now , main focus is on N LEVELS .

later than prom . I made a note to myself , and its stick infront of my file .

DWI , NO SHAHRI FOR N LEVELS . I sound mean srsly . hahaha ! omg teruk .

sorryyyy .

anyw , today was super duper mundane . like srsly ? I just cant stop falling asleep like Ashraf and I keep talkng to myself while doing maths and chem , tu entertain myself , so i wont fall asleep .

in th end , aku tetap tertidur . mulut terbuka lagi. hahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahha ! OMG . k stop embarrassing myself .

alright , a convo I had w eleazor .

E : dwi . pls dont get offended okay .

D : go ahead .

E : you got STM , then are you on medication ?

D : ya .

E : oh this puzzles me . then do you remember taking your medic ?

D : sometimes , I dont eat my medic for a month , and when I start to forget things , I'll be reminded of my medic .

E : how pathetic man you .

HAHA . k its not that funny , but it is to me . dia babi . hahaha ! anyw , its kinda sad when we knew he was suspended again , and get punished , for someone else mistake . He took wrap of eeveryth .

but still , ms haiza said , there's a clear line of bravery and stupidity .

hmmm .

Anyw , i think right , i inherit this STM from dadster .

hahah !

cus we both bahave th same ?

Dad came back home just now .

bath , as usual and pray maghrib .

and suddenly , he came rushing to me . telling me to go down , and find his water bottle ,

WHICH WAS LEFT FOR FREAKING 2 DAYS , AT TH VOID DECK .

AND NOW HE REMEMBERS IT !!!!!!!!!

So I went down , and find for his water bottle .

HAHA . and while walking , you know where he HIDES that bottle ?

he puts it near th letter box and just slot it there -.-

and he brings that home EVERYDAY .

and now he remembers that he left his bottle , at th void deck , for freaking TWO days .

He says , for th past 2 days , he DID SAW th bottle and walk pass th bottle , AND HE FORGOT TO TAKE TH BOTTLE .

FOR TWO DAYS .

idk what else to say before him man . srsly .

and worst of all .

it was just .. a pathetic empty bottle of coke .

and he rushed me like mad .

omg ?

gerammm .

Okay , so I went back home, w that bottle , and on th fan .

th fan didnt work .

I hit it so hard cus I was pissed off and kick it and stuff .

On th buttons like hell .

but I laugh to myself . after finding out that .. th switch wasnt on . yet .

Sudahkaa aku nyanyok ?

hmmm , tidak mungkin ~

SELAMAT MALAMZXC .

CANT WAIT FOR THURSDAY , KARAOKE W QILAH FIQAHHHHHHH ~
AHHHRGHHH ~

2011-04-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

Sapeee tuuuuuu ? ~
hahaha !
HYE HYRUL ANUAR ~ !

hohohoh. k im not his fan , but I just wna take picture w him . just like how I scream for sleeq at chingay , and was rushing to take a picture w them , though ive not heard a single song from them .

haha , patheticccccccc -.- zxc .

okay biatccchhhh . today sucks . idk whyyy .

in th morning , saw areh , lip-sync ' i miss you '

): me too .

And somehow , wasnt myself today ):
hoho .

k la bye .
tkder mood .

Talking shits w Gf Afiqah cheers me up a little .
and Hair treatment w Qilah bitcccccccchh <3 , made me happy .
hah .

So this saturday , shahri's going johor w his friends , 3 long days .
and im gna miss him .
dala prepaid low .

only thing lepaskan rindu , tgk kau jela . haaha ! musibot , mcm bdk bodoh .

haha . I hope it would be cancel .
cus i dont want him to go . like srsly ?

heh . 3 hari babe .

k bye .

2011-04-23T16:01:00.002+08:00

ITS SUCH A LONG TIME , IVE NOT UPDATED HEREEEEEEEE ~ !

blame it on my laziness .
ive not updated tumblr for at least a month plus ?
I miss tumblr , but this computer , really makes my mood down to reblog anyth =.=
cus its lagging , and worst , it cant display some of th pictures .
yah , laptop 1 yah !

Anyw ,im slowly catching up on subjects .
Alhamdulilah !
Ive made a deal w abang ali .
if i were to pass my MYE , he's gna buy my prom tickets !
Oh lets hope his supervisor gives him bonus so that he can buy for me a dress too .
HOHO !
AND ALSOOOOO !
better , kak aidah is already an air stewardess in tiger airways .
So when she's on leave , she can have free tickets to go anywhere she wants .
LETS HOPE SHE'LL TAKE ME , OH PLSSSSSSSSS ?!

Today night , im going kacip mas ! to watch my instructor dance , at NLB .
cant wait !

and yesterddaaaaayyyyyyzxczxc ,
its been ages , ive last went out w areh .
So yesterday went out w areh to MARINA SQUARE ( HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHHHAAH ! *inside joke*) , to watch movie , SCREAM 4 .

DARLINNS , you all lemah semangat , like me , sumpah , AKU TK RECOMMMEND KRG TGK , LIKE SRSLY . hahaha !
its shocking , ( by now , I would have ald imagine aminah and ilyka screaming ? and crying ? HAHA ! and lyana peeing ? and aqilah berselawat ? ) HAHA !
srsly . jgn tgk .

Almost , th whole time , i was under my jacket , cus im scared to watch th killing part . it was gruesome , blood here and there and oh pls . th murderer was v v v mean , and she looked super decent .
you all watched joey 101 ?
yea , th main character , is th murderer . -.-

hoho . after that , dinner at banquet eh ? kopitiam ? ntah .
As usual , BAN MIANNNNNNNNN , it was freaking spicyyy , and shahri told me to look behind .
he secretly switch my drinks , w his . and his drink was carbonated .
red bull lagi .
I hate that drink ttm . disgusting sia !
and is more spicy-er , and I lost appetite . so everyth , I threw it away .
hoho ! curse that little smurf .

NEXT , went to JP . ( OMG , I REALLY , CANT , SHAHRI )
hahahhahaaha ! inside joke again .

anyw , we slack at safra park .
th night was really windy . and there were lots and lots and lots of kites , w lights , decorating th night sky .
kinda romantic. BAHAHAHAHAHA !
but as usual , bangles flood that place .
irrritating siaa . every single spot , they occupy and even th pathway , they can sit and drnk .

we talk shits and enjoy th scene . love th place ^^
Later , a philipino , maid i guess ?
was in her tube . and she was fat w her super long hair .
She was screaming at her boyf - a bangladesh .
so noisy and a grou of banglahesh went after her , wanting to console her .
and they were these 2 minah yp kaypo , who tag along behind them .
hahahaaha ! it was a funny scene .

but what was next , was NEVER FUNNY .

A RAT , A FREAKING STUPID ASS RAT , CAME OUT , and it CAME OUT 3 TIMES .
AKU PEEEEEKKKKKEEEKKKK And all eyes was on me . like cbknn that rat .
THERE WAS ALSO A FROG !!!
sumpah , aku mcm nak .. omg -.-

they were not near us but still , Its disgusting .
I stand up and walk ard th area wher Im sitting , making noises , so that all th rats will be scared of me .hhahaha ! just like how im scared of them .

hahaha ! within minutes , despite having me scaring them , i heard a noise , and out came out a cockroach .
I swear , I wish ian was right next to me .
cus his weakness, is cockroach . HAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

I was fed up w all those thingy so we went home .
it was berry berry fun going out w him . but all those insects ruin everyth .
hohoho !

ANYW , I had a convo w mummeh ~

Me : buk , nyari suratkhabar , date ape ?
Ibu : ntah eh , oh ah 23 april .
M : oh .
I : eh , birthday ibu nyari kan ?
M : OH MY GOD , AH AH ! ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY !!!!!
I : eh ? nyari eh ? lupe shey . dah tue aku , da 61 .
M : k ibu nak ape ?
I : ibu nak , KAO VACUUM RUMAH SEKARANGGGG !!!!!!!! Birthday ibu per .
*dad come home*
I : ayah , nyari birthday aku ! $50 k ?

She freaking forget her birthday and she's taking advantage of everyone .
tkper . its one a month .
bro is gna get her smth , Im just gna buy her fave kuih ?
hahaha ! pathetic sia me .

OKAYYY . GOING KACIP MAS . BYE .

2011-04-17T15:59:00.005+08:00

There is alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot of stories to tell .

But lazzzeeehhhhhh . hohuhe .

So I'll just share a funny incident that happen today . ahaah ~ cant get it off my mind .
In th morning , I had my madrasah class and we were talking about death .

This is only for malays ): Soorrrrrry non malaysssssssss ~

In each class , there is a speaker , for announcement or syarahan .

hahahahaha !

ustazah : okay class . kalau kita mati , malaikat mana yang tarik roh kita ? cepat jawab .

Class : malaikat israel !

Ustazah : pandai . okay , bila malaikat israel datang , dia akan datang dgn muka yang menyeramkan kalau orang yang nak mati tu derhaka kat tuhan , they will come and say ...

Speaker in class : ASSLAMUALAIKUM PARA HAADIRIN DAN HADIRAT ....!!!

*whole class screams !

* Me : YA ALLAHH YA ALLAH ! *crunch

Boys : AHHHHH *screams very loud * ISRAEL !!!!

Ustazah : AHHHHHHHH !!! OKAY DAH DAH , TU SPEAKER! BUKAN ISRAEL ! JGN TAKOTKAN !!!!!!

-.- omg . ridiculous . hahahhahaahahahahahahah ! bye .

pretty liars - flawless - perfect - unbelivable .

2011-04-10T20:58:00.002+08:00

Happy 9th monthsary bitch . I wna upload a picture . buttt , Im having a STUPID TIFF w ari . Sooo cant upload . nexttttt time ajela . For our suckish 9th month . WE did nothing , but slack w them all . it was pathetic . boring . and merepek . omg . Im fucking pissed off w him . no mood to sugarcoat bout that day . STUPID GUNDU NAK MAMPUS , bodoh bodoh bodoh LAAAA ! Binget nye . BYE . YOU CBKNN . STOP IT FIRST . If you're reading this shit . perangai mcm cb . BYE . Aku mcm benci kao gytukan . mcm nak skin you alive . ARGH . bye .

2011-04-07T20:58:00.002+08:00

When things goes haywire at malay dance , and everyone feeling so tense , you'll only see this bitch , at one corner , gobbling down nothing , but food .

hohohohohoho ~

Today I never go itu sekula . Im running a flu . WEEHUUUUU ~

There was changes to our dance , more noise by boys .

weeee ~

InsyaAllah , we get GOLDDDDDDD .

Right after malay dance yesterday , slack w ari untill 11 plus . We're both are so damn beat . But really , ytd was so fun .

This saturday is a 9 ! My 9th months w sweetheartttttt .

yayyyyyyyoyoyoyoyayaya !

Right now , in shahri's house , there are two babies ~

And he is like runnig a daddy day care .

cus instead of their mummy takes care of them , this fellow will watch them sleep and stuff .

HAHAHAAHAHAH ! THATSSS ZOO ZUTE .

okayy byeeeeeeee . SEE YA TMOLOOWWWW .

2011-04-05T21:20:00.007+08:00

my dearest drew this , w th caption - she's prettier than me . what ? Im not a fugly bitch okay bitch . aaaahhaaaaahaaaaiiii ~ BERBUAL PASAL TODAY . shahreh didnt attend school cus he has to be a good boy t fetch his newly-mummy sisters and newly-born niece from th hospitals ~ weeeheeee ~ Sooooo was kinda bored at school and lessons was such an mf . I've already got th second book of Pretty Little Liars - Flawless , from kak Haz ! OMGGG , GNA START READING IT ALREADY PLSSS . In th morning , I was so fucked up w Govind -.- He came to my table , took all of my books and just throw it infront of th class , and start to nag . CB BLACK . I know school will be reading our blogggg . So govind , I HATE YOU SO MUCH . pussy bitch . Its because people like you , make our everyday lives difficult __ Okkkkkkk , nothing much to talk about . During History , I was really having a bad headache and I was craving nothing , but famous amos . I kept it to myself , didnt tell anyone about it . Really really , I want it soooo baddddlyyyyyy ): Later than , it was maths . Vivian Ilyka Zi Ting were talking nonsence as usual . and I was bitching about a bitch to Aminah . Ilyka said , shahri just walk pass our class and wanted t meet me up . I didnt believe her of course . and Zi ting and vivian all said they saw him too and told me he is waiting for me outside ( my back was facing th window ) They were SO CONFIDENT SAYING HE WAS OUTSIDE . I watch them trying to trick me , laughed at them and goes , '' bitches , shahri didnt even attend school today -.- '' omggg . PRANK , ATTEMPT FAIL PLS . MAJOR FAILURE ! ahahahaha ! gosh *slaps head After school , shahri text for a meet up behind th school's gate . I was really moody and hungryyy . for cookies . Saw him , and he was like a peeping tom -.- In his hands wereeeee , FAMOUS AMOS COOKIESSSSSSS !!!!!!!!!!! HAHHAAHAHA ! AWWWWWWWWWWWWW ~ *hearts bnyak bnyak plsssssss * HAHA ! okay , TERIMA KASIH SHAHRIIIIII . It came w a condition , I have to eat it alone and not share it w anyone . lol , k . Went for art and I have th mood to draw . took a picture , tried drawing and colouring and sprayed . Within 2 hours . OMG , I M S O H A P P Y M A N that I can finish a drawing within a DAY . I've never done thatttt . sooooooo , its kinda messy if you give it a second look . but this is just my 8th drawing . 7 more to go dwi , 7 more .

okayyy byeee .

fuck a mule .

2011-04-04T20:29:00.009+08:00

th first ever drawing from shahri sweetheart . lol . Influence by tumblr laa ni -.- huhuh first , CREDITS FOR MY NEW LAYOUT , GOES TO MY DEAREST SITI AMINAH MAZLANNNNNNN so normally , any changes for backgrnd , is always her work . blame it on my low knowledge of computers . HAHAA ! THANKS YOUS BABYS . Okay back . arrrrrhhhhhhh . Lets talk about today . Today is my 2nd day of menses and it hurts so much like HELL . I wna punch this stomach but Im scared that I'll vomit like Zi Ting . haha ! soooo , tahan . Endure . Today I cant help it but to stare at Shahriiiii , lolzxc . Idk why but yeah . and someone got a new haircut . Not many like it but I wonder , why wont she face me ? hahaha ! nvrm . She's still a friend . No use bitching about her . bygones be bygones dwi darling . hahahaha ! Im slowly concentrating for art , but not th others . I cant understand a single thing about chemistry . what th C C double bond __ and maths , omg -.- my fingers , when it comes to find th answer thru calculator , my answer will be VERYYY DIFFERENTTTT FROM TH OTHERS . Their answers will be like 17.5 . I will get 509*****.5 No link right ? I know . YESTERDAY ! I went UCC for SYF REHEARSAL . Guess what ? ONLY AN HOUR RENT OF THAT HALL , COST $750 YES . 750 dollars . seven hundred and fifty dollars . Its alot ! so we had to practice hard and not waste any precious minute . Sooo , it was left w two minutes , and we were having th last round . and I swear , they're heartless creatures . Th song was about to finish , and suddenly th volume decrease , lights were off . and they were SUPER SO STRICT . I mean , c'mon ,our time was not even up . and its time t stop dancing and pack things and go home . GOSHHHHH ! When it was th solo part , th spotlight was on me and fiee only . and it was so bright I cant see fiee . I can only spot her thru her shadows on th floor . so that causes us two , to trip and almost fall . But we did not . SAKET GILA MATA !!!!! sumpah ! heartlesss . after UCC , had dinner w lovelies and then shahri was having his performance at Boon Lay . Thought of missing it since Im really beat , but it isnt fair . He is having his performance at Boon Lay and I wna miss it -.- and he always come for any performance I have , even if its far at town , he still come , sooooo a little sacrifice wont hurt right ? hoho ~ his performance was like a few bloacks away from my house , so its incredibly ridiculous for me to miss it . haaha ! So they performed and th FIRST PERSON TO SATART SHAKING BUTTS WAS SHAHRI ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! He move around w his instrument then gelek here and there , middle of th stage la , dont know how to keep still . HAHAHAH ! and he shake his butts at me __ hahahaah ! I was kinda ... surprised seeing that . but ive gotta admit , thats th best they perform . cus th previous ones were somehow th same beat . But this time , it was diff . Still , there's room for improvement :D SO , SYABASSSSSS ! NEXT TUESDAYYYY , SHAHRIIIII , BETTERRR COMEEEE AHHHHHH ~ ! you are now reading this . HAHAHA ! After that , homeyyyyy . okay bye bitches . bye shahri , i lazy t bring bubble gum . bye . LOVE YOUUUUU ~ !

Anna Aqilah .

2011-04-02T20:18:00.000+08:00

how cute , baby dreww this !!

HI PEWPEL . haahaaaa ~

I just came from Beatty secondary .

Had a showcase of all th SYF participating schools .

and th whole hall was full of people whom I know from chingay .

there was a non stop hugs and screams !

Feeling feeling jadi popular la sekejap ! pergi sekolah ni , jumpa dini , pergi sekolah tu , jumpa ditu . omggg .

HAHAHAAHA ! Including my TWINNY DIANA SAYANGG ~

I had no confidence just now since for th first part , Im dancing solo w fiee. I was so out off my wits .

Cus th rest of th school is WAAAAYYYY more better than us .

and they had cool props . we had none -.- HAHA .

But yea , we got many positive feedbacks .

silat and th solo part was most liked . I think . ALHAMDULILAH . hahaha !

I couldnt concentrate while dancing th solo part , cus me and fiee is under th spotlight , and my friends was at th front row .

as usual , they kept giggling , teasing , laughing . in th end , I laugh while dancing and miss a few steps that was obvious ! GRRR !

But we did great today !

SOOO , WE DID GREAT FUHUA .

__________________________________________________________________________

sooooooo , yesterday was a movie day out w QILAH SAYANGGGG AND AMINAHH BITCHOOOOO ~ had a FUN time w them .

We watched DATING GURU . A korea show .

I wasnt a fan of those show but qilah was mad about it .

just watch . it was rated 4/5 ,so I thought its maybe a good show

but it wasnt nice at all ! haaha !

I cant stand laughing , knw why ?

WHOLE THEATHER , THERE WAS ONLY 7 PEOPLE WATCHING

and there was these couple who constantly kept kissing and hugging .

And I always sneak a peek seeing wth are they doing , and I laugh my ass off .

Ade jee tgn jalan . hahahaahaha ! minah also cant stand laughing . and we dont know how to sit still .

gy toilet la .

and minah srsly treat th place like her house .

occupying 3 seats -.- I enjoy my time w them .

but not th movie . rated 1.3 / 5 . HAHA !

wth .

MY DEAREST BITCH ILYKA KAMBENG . BE HAPPY TOLONG . ____________________________________________________________

been having a few MISUNDERSTANDINGS w shahri sweetheart . hehe .

gadoh gadoh . omg . malas siaa

also , he is facing some problems . kinda major .

Soooooooo I promised myself , not t blow my top .

cus he's had enough both at home and at school

in th end , I did blow my top and sorry ):

Anyw ! I DIDNT KNOW THIS GUY IS A CAT LOVER

-.- he . omg

We were slacking and he seemed so depressed when we talk things out .

so he walk to idk where , and i thought he wna unwind himself .

so i left him to walk alone and minutes later , he came back .

w a plastic in his hands . and weirdly , a CAT BEHIND HIM -.-

he sat on th ground w th cat , open up th plastic bag , and there was cats food .

he gleefuly opened all of them , stroke th cat and watched th cat eat all th 3 cans he bought for th cat .

kinda surprised seeing him . it was kinda cute

and he played w th cat like a baby . he knew exactly what th cat is gna do . I had t resist th temptations of stomping my legs and scare that poor thing away .

hahahaha ! cus thats his favourite cat .

yes . weird .

AND yesterday , I was meeting him , to settle things out .

he looked restless . and alwys kept asking for a long stick .

I said use your discostick but he didnt find it funny though -.-

he went around breaking branches . shaking tress here and there .

Search for a long stick . not laughing at any joke .

he is just so SERIOUS .

and desperado for a LONG STICK .

continue to search high and low for just that bloody thang .

untill he came to a tree to break a thick branch , untill th tree is botak . no more leaves .

KNOW WHAT TH HELL HE WNA DO ?!

He wna scrape a cigg that was under th seat -.- he is so !@#$%^&* ahrgh . saket hatttiiii sey tgk dia buat kerja merepek .

ALSOOOOO !

His sister has just safely given birth to a BABYGURL (HAHA ! aminah , shut up !

I too wanted to tag along when shahri wnted to visit her .

plan was cancelled

His sister must be tired to be receiving guest now .

So perhaps next time . her original name , is nur shaqilah I think .

And we were talking about names we like

I said , I like th name anna .

Cus its meaning is really strong . it signifies endurance . I THINK .

when smth bad happen , which makes them ' fall ' , that name , even if

spelt backwards , its still gna be ANNA

strong , its still gna be ANNA .

idk how to explain , but i like th meaning v much .

Minutes later , shahri said , he just called up his aunt .

to change th name of th baby

! SO NOW , OFFICIALLY , th baby's name is ANNA AQILAH

I cant believe he took it so serious man ! LIKE OMG ?! ahahahahaha !

so yea , ada history belakang nama itu .

Anna's uncle punya girlf gave her that name . hehehee ^^

^^ ANNA AQILAH .

you're gonna be a strong lady .

2011-03-31T18:49:00.000+08:00

It would be perfect , if he understands why Fridays are like a bitch if there's nth to do __ FML PLS . Its been so longgg , ive never update this shit . trust me , Ive got billions of things to tell but yeaa , im lazy . from my 8th month la , to outings la , bitch times la , hi tea la , performance la . omgggggg -.- Im like a buisness woman . LIKE A BOSS *flips hair k bye . mals

2011-03-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hey . I miss you BOO . alot .
just so alot . and I hate it . alot .
but i really do . alot .

i hate these freaking youdontknowme treatment .
I hate this awkward moment .
I hate having myself to read all my previous post and laugh for no good reason .
its sad that we both got mouth but we wont talk :
I hate that I had to ask people about you .
I HATE IT . but I miss you . lol .
bye , boo .

Happy 14th month yang tk kesampaian kekasih lama .

2011-03-14T20:19:00.000+08:00

ITS BEEN SUPER LONG HERE AYE ?!

I am very lazy to update actually .

looksss ddddoooownnnn ~

2011-03-10T20:55:00.001+08:00

Hugs & Kisses

2011-03-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

WAZZZZZZZZZZZZZUUUUUUUUPPPP .

SHAHRI here .

My first time posting on dwi's blog . Did i shock you dwi ? Oh yes i did ;)

Hees , alright .

HAPPY 8thSARY MY DEAREST WIWI . Dearest who ? Dearest Wiwi <3

Iloveyou yesterday , today , tomorrow , so on and so on .

Ofcos , i love this woman mre than you .

MUM ;)

Well frankly , idk wht to say .

Iloveyou , Imissyou , Ihateyou , Iheartyou - xoxo

Uploading a photo , is sooooo Epicly slow -.-

So while waiting , ill just kept on typing .

And typing . And typing ~

Just never stop typing . Wow, this is slow -.-!

*ticktockticktock*

OKAY . So i finally change the size to smallest . FINALLY can .

Remember this day ? ^^ you and yr SHREK pillow .

An Ogre pillow seh . You wanna knw how ogre really looks like ?

" Amaciam Dwi ? Sayang Aku ? " - Berkata si Bangkai Bernyawa ini .

YES . This the REAL ogre my dear dwi .

So , i dont find ogres cute .

(Y)

Ahhh ~ Mem-memo-memories .

Sweet memories . Rindu aku time ni .

Where eh ? erm . urm . mm . At Esplanade ! YESH .

You wake up sooooooo late . Making US wait fr you , like US waiting fr you . SLOOWPOOKKEE . Girls are slow . When it comes to make up / shower .

WOW , major slowness .

Here is where ill stop typing , cus lack of ideas and getting sleepy .

Final touches ~

AWW D;

WOO ;D

2011-03-06T22:28:00.000+08:00

I love you so Mohd Shahri Noraidi ♥

I was browsing my photos and found ...

2011-03-05T21:17:00.001+08:00

I look at this and TROLOLOLOLOLOL .

Ni zaman sec 3 , MUKA NAK STEP mana nyee CB ! hahahahaa ! stop it la dwi .

oh SITI AMINAH , INGAT ?! hahahaa ! Sec 2 camp , you w your short hair , and Im w my long perm spoiled hair . HAHA ! muka tk berubah betul la kita dua .

NUR ILYKA , REMEMBER THIS ?!!!

This is still th '' pout-is-sho-cute'' POSE ! Like wtfarkkk ?! hahahah ! omg , memories laa this all .

JENG JENG JENG !

ni zaman saya P6 , SAYA ADALAH SEORANG MINAH TUDONG !

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH ! OMG ?!! minah tudong !? haha ! dwi dwi ...

dah buka tudong , SAYA REBOND. hahahahahahahha ! rambot mcm sapu sia . hahaha ! straight nak mampos . And afiqah baru cukor keneng ! hahahaa ! omgg , memories la .

this photo , nvr fails to make people laugh .

ni zaman pri 6 . HAHAHAH ! i rename this as , fwenz 4eva . hahahahaha !

bye , dah cukop malu :x

2011-03-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

D : *rushing to meet Ms Haiza ''

I : DWI !! STOPPPPP !!!!

D : '' oh IAN ! YE ?
I : Aku ada benda nak tunjok kao , aku terjumpa kat rumah aku , so I brought it t sch !

D : ye ?

I : *search his bag *

D : grrrrrr ....

I : NI HAH !!!!! INGAT ?!!!

D : AWWWHHH <3>

I : hahaha ! this was th card that you sent to me for last raya , aku masih simpan lagi ! masih tk kotor lagi tao ! haaha ! so aku bawa cuma nk tunjok kao !

D : *melts

HAHAHAHA ! Swweeet jugak kan si dini . haaaa ! idk for th rest of them yang dah buang kod kad aku -.-

YO PEWPELLLL .

I am very happy that my N level art file , which I left it at 7/11 , was found back by Aroi . AHA ! Terima kasih Aroiiiii

And he storied t me , otw to 7/11 that day , to take my file , he was really mad at me cus I ruin his morning w alot of miss calls and text . welcome shahri .

He went to 7/11 , with his morning ruined , and his shirt inside out .

omg ? like in public , baju terbalik , langsung tk style . omg omg .

HAHAHA ! tkan dia binget sampai baju tombalik eh ?

haha ! nonseeeeeennnceeee .

aiyayaya ~ malay dance , now is somehow , SOMEHOW , but not fully prepared for SYF . Im happy to see all that , but there's rooom for alot of improvements people . Still , I love each and every one of you pewpel . Haaha ! k this is getting annoying huh ?

pewpel pewpel . omgzxczxc .

today my entry is very colourful , cus Im happy for no reason . Okay there is .

Aqilah called me up and she was at malaysia .

HAHAA ! She knows Im crazy over doraemon comics , so she bought for me ther cus it isnt easy to find one here in Singapore .

HOW SWWWEEETTTTT ~~

HEHE . SO , Im getting a doreamon comic again , yay !>

geeezzz .

On Friday , gue meet itu shahri . Met him at Zai's house . Sampai sahaja , dia dah mengorok , tidur like a pig . alamak . and everytime I talk t him , he'll be like , B , 5 mins , of sleep . pls . 5 mins je .

And I scream , sing , pekik , so he wont sleep :X

I was daydreaming bout shahri and her . hahaha ! and suddenly , he hugs me for no reason .. ? and Im like , aw k , forget it . im not gonna think that he likes her .

mcm tau je aku nga danak binget . heheh .

it think its kinda sweet . but , stop mushy-ing . My girls dont like mushy mushy on th blog .

And he had a tummyache . And he would always ask , where is th direction of th wind . So that he could fart and there wont be any smell . LIKE WTF ?!

He fart alot on that day and Its all th silent killers , th smelly ones .

hahahahaha ! same goes to Ahmad , when he said an atomic bomb is coming , it means , he's giving off th silent killers .

Silent , but violent __

But really , I had a fun time w him and friends .

This time , no stupid rat terrifies me .

Next weds , is already our 8th month . and Idk what to give him mannnn .

I am soooo looking forward , to 4e8 ZOO OUTING !

WEEHEEEEEE ~ Its GNA BE SO FUN !

CLASS , HEH , SOME OTHER CLASS IS VERY JEALOUS OF OUR CLASS YKNW .

Cus WE'RE AWEEESOMEE , SRS .

hehe ! SO I LOVE YOU GUYS , LIKE TTM .

2011-02-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

MIRANDA KERR . OHMY !

2011-02-28T21:00:00.001+08:00

HEYHO GIGOLOOOLOLOLOLOLOL ~

Lemme story to you bout yesterday .
Yesterday ,right after madrasah , went home and prepare , meet VIVIAN . ROSS . ZITING .

To revise our Physics . Everyth there was very serene and quiet . But when I reached there , HAHA ! No one can concentrate on their physics . Cus they were tempted to eat all th food that I bought just now .
In my bag , apart from notes is You Tiao , sweets , Famous Amos , Chewing Gums , chocolate .
HAHAHA !
That was to keep me survive in th cold .

So I had to acc Zi Ting to buy food and VIV SHI FU taught me Phy . It was funny man . I couldnt help laughing .

Convo :

V : K , formula of Kinetic Energy is 1/2 mv ^2
D : k k .
V : Whats M ?
D : Mass :D
V : V ?
D : Volume :D
V : Clever girl !
D : *writes down everyth*
V : Dwi . your head la . not volume la , velocity la .
D : VIVIAN !!!

many times she will do this .
she will ask me to spell Ampere for MANY MANY TIMES .
repeat whatever she saying .
tell me to copy notes , and when Im tired to copy , she'll be like , '' ok ok , few more words only ! ''
BUT THERES ACTUALLY , MILLIONs MORE SENTENCE FOR ME TO WRITE .

Boredom strikes , we decided to take photo .
Was texting shahri , and they grab my leg , make pose w my leg -.-
HAHAHA ! Idk why my leg became th victim .
funny la they all . take pictures , W MY LEG .

Also , acc Ross to toilet .
I was online at Fb thru Viv's phone and I was lazy to flush my pee .
So I posted at Fb that Im lazy to flush . Came out and ross showed me her belly , and me too ! We started belly dancing infront of th mirror ~ WEEHEEE ~
hahaha ! epic moment !

ALSO , my DEAREST FRIEND . ZI TING . HAHAHAHAHAHA !
We were walking past thse guy who was pestering people to take his flyers . I took 1 and we had t walk pass him again . he said ,'' aw ladies , take 2 at least , c'mon ..... '' and Zi Ting goes , SHUT UP LAH !!!!!! and th guy went quiet .

She . is . so . out . of . her .mind . omgggggggg .

After that ,walk arnd IMM , dinner at Banquet and walk at Daiso . Zi tings hand is like vacuum cleaner . Everyth that is cute , she grabs it and wna buy it . I have difficulties asking her to stop buying things THAT ARE NOT NEEDED HORRR , but she still refuse . HAIYO .
For instance , a winter hat , in SUNNY SINGAPORE .
hahahaha ! really man , I wna tie her hands and just push her to th counter .

I had a great time w them ! And I love them oh so much .

you . fucking ruin my day .

2011-02-25T16:28:00.000+08:00

I still remember this day - Proms at th Park .

I miss this day very much ):

S : '' I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY ! Imysm ! ''

Just bcos his house wasnt available , it isnt th reason why you must ruin my friday . Really .

Im really so dissapointed in you .

2011-02-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

I am dissapointed with myself for failing alot of subjects . This is th CT season , and I still can hanky panky . I hate all these .

2011-02-21T17:52:00.000+08:00

understand the hints,understand the expression,understand out of the box of the sentence for girls dont let out their true feelings until she cant control it.

From me , to you :)

Lets just rant out bout today .
I was too sleepy today cus yesterday I slept late .
I got all sensitve for no reasons , start to think negatively and end up crying .
I hate myself for being a cry baby and not being a strong bitch .

I went to school as pernormal , reading , and I swaer , last saturday malay dance training was like .... shit .
Ive got cramps everywhere and I walk like a stickman yknw .
And it hurts alot whenever I need to stand/sit .
So I just have to sit doooooowwwnnn . then leg cramp again -.-
ALAH . tkper , muscles grow muscles grow .

had lessons as usual , kinda boring , and Im happy that I can msg msg wo de baobei .

Anyw , Lyana is single right now . and just now during break I accompany her at class in case she got lonely .
Syimir was sitting on th table staring at her .
She was reading a book and then stares at me .
I am in th '' AWKWARD MOMENT WHEN EVERYONE STARTS TH STARING GAME '' __

HAHA ! so I got freak out , and ended th awkward moment between us .

awkward moment

= stop staring + pack up
_____________________

RUN AWAY

Th ~~Ohm's~~ DWI LAW .

hoshos .

During English , is THE only time 4E8 gets hyper .
So , it was 15mins to 3pm , gna end th day already .
my idiot stupid partner , AFIQ YUSAINI , said this to me .

'' dari tadi aku duduk , baru aku perasan , bag aku tertinggal kat canteen ''

- '' from just now Ive been sitting here , I just realise my bag is at th canteen ''

HAHAHAHAHHA !!!

looks like Im NOT th ONLY OLD GRANDMA AROUND .
We have a few KUKUbird in our 4E8 .

I left my bag in th rain during sec 2 cus I was excited that it rains .

I left it again , at th AVA room last year .

Afiq left his bag in th canteen .

aminah didnt check that she test paper was printed wrongly .

vivian brought her REMOTE CONTROL to school .

Rosslynn brought her socks in her bag -.-

I brought nail clippers , and cotton buds to school .

Aqilah left her hp/wallet at th classroom while she goes for MT .

IDIOTICZXC ! hahaha !

but I cant stand laughing at VIVIAN .

ahahahah ! My sister is back in Bahrain .

But her husband is still in Bahrain , they are not suppose to come back home , only families can go home -.- so we are praying so that brother in law will be safe from any harm . Riots , end fast pls .

Shima came yesterday . and she pees and poos around th house .

TH DISADVANTAGES OF TOILET TRAINING .

They are not use not wearing any diapers and goes poo-ingand pee-ing in th house . alamak ! once , I brought her to th toilet bowl , cus she said she wna sheeshee . She sat at th toilet bowl , while I hold her , in case she dropped into th toilet bowl ( HAHAHA ! ) . She smiled at me and no pee came out 0.o

and when im asking is she dome , she'll smile and giggle . I got too frustrated , I shake her like a doll , making her pee ''flow out'' , still , nothing came out .

SHE AH ! ARGH !!!!

She just loves going to th toilet and not pee-ing . FALSE ALARM .

fuckyeah .

HOSHOS . Somehow , boyf is getting KINDA sweeter . i said KINDA .

hahaahah ! idk la . only now , he'll be like oh-so-sweet . later on , he'll be th same super-so-irritating boyf ever .

hehehe ! so ari , sayang kao la sangat kan .

BTW . I was viewing my old photos and came across this RAYA PICTURES .

SHAHRI , WHATS WITH TH FACE ?!

no offence sayang ! HAHA ! I LOVE YOU . bye

2011-02-17T20:13:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS FREAKING BORED .

Cus th Sim card that I use to use it , I thought it could help , but no .
That old sim doesnt work ):
Soooo , his sim is spoiled . His phone is spoiled .

HP KAO GY JAHANAM PLEASE ):

boohhhoooooo ..
Sis is coming back .
Cus Bahrain is getting from bad to worst.
Riots everwhere and they had a curfew .
At 2pm , you must be home .

K BYE . now my house pack .

Warisanku Gemilangggggggggggggelangang .

2011-02-16T22:17:00.000+08:00

Itu Mira . Itu pula Luqhman .

Mereka adalah orang orang yang seringkali kebas telefon bimbit saya , untuk memetik gambar mereka . Mereka diklasifikasikan , di dalam kumpulan ,

'' ORANG YANG SHOK SENDIRI ''

Kami digalakkan , untuk tidak berkelakuan seperti mereka .

terima kasih .

_______________garis panduan _______________________________

OKAY . stop crapppppppppingpingping .

There are riots in Arab countries . And my sis who is right now in Bahrain ( in Arab) , is somehow facing some difficulties . THere are ALOT of newspaper reports bout Riots occuring at Bahrain . And mum is worried sick .

A senior of mine at religious class who is studying in Arab is also sent back home . Th condition there is getting worst cus there is alot of shooting and very strict regulations . They are sent back to Singapore .

Now , sis is in Bahrain . Where there are ALOT of riots going on .

Im kinda worried .

COME BACK HOME FASTTTTTTT ....

Today , in th morning , my brother made me so proud .

Cus he is featured in th newspaper '' BACK IN TH PRO " - Straits Time

So my brother , after much hardwork , balancing 2 jobs , he still didnt give up his passion for football .

And though many times he complain to me and mum , bout football , and I dont give a damn , cus I dont think he can make it , haha ! he proved me wrong .

So my brother is back in SAFFC , after 2 years at NFL . He must be really overjoyed huh . He soooooooo owes me food .

heh .

So ALI IMRAN LOMRI , I SUPPORT YOU , THOUGH I FCUKING HATE SOCCER . YOU , FTW >

had lessons from morning , as usual .

Shahri's handphone is spoiled . Cant receive anyth or sent anyth .

Its a useless hp .

And its difficult for him to contact me ):

Soooo , Its gna be along time till he gets a new phone and a new sim ):

im gna miss you alot .

Wasnt paying attention to alot of lessons today cus Im too tired from IDK what . I so miss Chingay . There is nothing for me to look forward to on Thurs and Saturday . Its so , empty .

AW . CHINGAY ):

During Art just now , my friend , Ilyka - th MAID ABUSER , was sharing her stories bout how her dumb maids worked for her .

they were bullied and stuff , by ? ILYKA .

and it was freaking funny hearing all those stuffs .

From maids who dont know how to look at time , has a B.O , always misses her child and kept faking stomach ache , hair like a bird , AND ALL SORT LA .

Had malay dance , and SENIORS CAMEEEEE :D

Wawa , sop , man .

We danced Chingay , and had LOTSA fun doing hip hop .

We all MISS CHINGAY .

Ain never attend malay dance cus she says she needs to go home .

But Hazwan saw her outside -.-

HAHA . So again , she's lying to us .

Mdm Rohana was so mad at her .

And she probably going to get scoldings .

tk serik serik per kao ?

lol . hah . non of my buisness too :D

So much for your , '' Im not going to repeat this anymore ''

HAHAHA . no offence .

We had dinner togather and gossip alot bout Chingay girls .

Yang lawa la , yang sexy la , yang tu la ni la .

hahaha ! yela , hazwan kan , ehem , hotstuff , so yea , bnyak la stories .

laughed alot , and had one - round in th bus w Hazwan and Shaaqani .

HAZWAN SUMPAH IRRITATING GILERRRRRRRR .

He only wna come back , during th SYF actualy day . ISH . tknak tolong .

k bye .

DEMI BANGSA .

2011-02-14T22:50:00.000+08:00

CHINGAY IS OVER :D

Its now , just Malay Dance Fuhua , and SYF . Gold , here we come again .

Lets work real hard baybeh , and show those idiots , we too can are AWESOME .

oh , wait , WE ARE ALREADY AWESOME .

THESE LOVELIESSSSSS , are th ones , who has been there for me and fiee when we're lost at Chingay or whatever . Th most irritating seniors , but crazy people whom I'll miss , cus they left Fuhua already . I hope they can help us w Malay dance fuhua . Memories of Fuhuanites will never be forgotten :D cus its th best Chingay I've had , its bcos these people . Anddd , last long MAN . hahaha ! not luq , tapi MAN .

THE MOST IRRITATING , but THE BEST .

HAHAHA ! since Day 1 of Chingay he has been taking care of me and Fiee at Chingay , in case we got bullied . HAHAHA ! And he always introduce Fiee as his friend , and me , as his junior -.- bukan kwn tau , junior . ALAMAK . tembak kao ! SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH HAZWAN BIN TALIB . I hope my service as your Personal assistant in reporting to you bout girls , has errrr , make you more sure bout which girl to choose from . HAHAHAHA ! k mepek . Sooooo , really , THANK YOU VERY SO MUCH . You've been irritating , but th best (: still , Im AWESOME . Till now , he still remains th same , STAR KARAT . tk pernah nak punctual , menyampah betol kalao tunggu kan dia . hahaha !
SEE YOU !! We'll bring home GOLD ah for SYF .

NUR SYAFIAH . Th one who has been my dance partner , from Malay Dance at school , to Chingay . Constantly being patient w me when I have attitude problem . hehehe ~ sorry . And always sticking thru w me , 24/7 , when Im having troubles both at malay dance and Chingay . Sorry for all th unfairness , but I cant thank you enough for all that you did for me . You persistently kept telling me t dance th nights off when it was th Chingay parade cus I have a nervous breakdown . I love you babe :D thank you . It was fun sharing stories and gossips w you about HER .

FUHUA MALAY DANCERS

lurveszxc themzxc tozxc thezxc maxzxc .

sumpah , typing irritating .

AND LASTLY .

He didnt dance . He hates dancing . He isnt interested in dance .

But this guy has been supporting me , all th way , since DAY 1 .

Always been giving me moral supprt when at times I feel like giving everyth up .

He kept my dreams alive .

Just like me , he too is excited when Chingay draws near .

He was willing to be present at that time though he cant .

'' Im willing to do all that , just to see my wifey smile ''

awww :D and he made my spirit so high when I saw him among th audience .

I dance right infront of him on that day .

And he constantly smiled seeing me dance .

Just like what Fiee said , I danced my night off (:

After th parade , still in my ugly makeup and outfits , and perspiring real badly , and th traffic jam and lotsa people , he still gave me a hug .

'' You did really well . Im so proud of you , for overcoming your stagefright . I love you ''

Sooo sweetheart , thanks for supporting me in this , hopes this can NEVER ends and making this experience a mind-blowing one .

I'm very so happy , that he's proud of me :D

and yes , for also accompanying me , otp and msg , when Im walking home alone at 2am . Boon Lay is scary .

AND ALSOOOOO , surprising me w flowers for Valentine .

HAHAHA !

When Eleazor was w a rose at th canteen , wanting to give to his crush , I WAS SO REMINDED OF YOU . hahaaha !

cus you did that before .

anddddddd , was even more sad that you didnt come t sch .

macam tahu je eh kao ?

Hp vibrates , and it was your call . wnting to meet at th back gate .

I ran there and saw you w a small bouquet of flowers .

HAHA ! AWWWWWWWWW !!!!!!

sumpah I didnt expect that cus he kept apologising th previous night for not getting a valentine present and having a suckish valentine celebration .

your present ah ? alamak . sedang in th process ah . hahaha !

But heee waasssss sooooo thhh swwweeetttzzzzxxxccc .

k , I dont want to be mushy here .

BUT really , he was so sweet .

and I so appreciate that . thanks sayang :D

Th next time we're going out , Its just ME AND YOU .

No more mood spoilers .

I LOVE YOU SHAHRI .

told ya , it isnt easy to get a doraemon comic melayu for me .

dan kekasih LAMA , bukan sekarang , TAPI YANG LAMA ,

its th 14th . So , happy 13th monthsary yang tk kesampaian .

K BYE .

9th February 2011

2011-02-08T21:02:00.000+08:00

Ive gone dead w this bloggeh , and when I come back , kinda kecoh hor my tagboard .

Ada ada sahaja la fyana , fake fyana ? , daily reader .

Thanks for making my tagggeh alive . I love you peopleeeeee .

Lets talk about SUNDAY :D :D :D

End of madrasah , went home and prepared for Chingay .

After Chingay , it ends at 7.30 , went off to meet SHAHRRREEHHHH SAYANG

We planned to meet at Lakeside , and he changed venue .
At M - mart , so I was kinda frustrated cus I have to walk quite far .
But just walk lorrrr , AND THEN HE CHANGE VENUE AGAIN .

Somewhere around th school __
Mood spoiled cus Im tired , I wna sit down since I just finished Chingay .
And he kept changing venue -.-
At last ,r eached th freaking far place .
Saw him w Zai , feel like punching him in th stomach . CEYH ~

I . AM . ONG . BAK .

So sat beside him , malas nak layan dia , menyampah tgk ? Tgk diaaaa .
He started t fidget about w me -.- and its kinda annoying .

'' haha ! k la , sorry la , nah ''

So there was a ring on his finger . TROLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL .
and it was for me . A ring w a rose on it .
It is meant to be worn when Im gg out only - accessory la .

HUHOHA .

Tapi tetap laaa sngat sweet mataer aku , like ? me .

HAHAH !

So, TERIMA KASIH SWEETHEART

Went to Jetty , talk crap crap talk .

Talk about his all his ex , and mine .

5 mins of jealousy ,
6 mins of wanting to kill him ,
7 mins of wanting to ring up his ex and say , '' IM BETTER , HAHAHA !! ''

omg .

burok nye . hahaha ! NO LAA ! Being in a r/s is just a temporary thing in life .

Soooooo , who knows , later your next girlf will be saying this t me .

HAHA .

YOUR NEXT GIRLF , I HOPE SHE WILL HAVE MISCARRIAGE AND SADNESS ALL HER LIFE , MUAHAHHAHA ! .

not . tklaa .

Th convoI had w him , about his ex , yea , made mee soooo jealous , I drank my Orange Juice , spit a little bit at his hand then smile gleefully . Th more he talks about that , I'll keep on doing that . He getss sooooo disgusting by that , then shuts up . HAHA . Im loving this , cus I dont like to be jealous .

Topic change , we laugh and laugh .

Around 11.30pm , went home :D I had a great day w Shahri No ? No rides .
And I swear I love him alot alot alot alot alot .

FREAKING LOTSAAAAAAA ~

In th bus , I kept thinking what t give him for our 7th month , and Valentine .
on th 9th , and th 14th .

My dear junior , borrowed my P.E attire , and I told her to return it today .
Cus I had my P.E lessons today in th morn , after recess .
I was searching high and low for her , and during P.E lessons , my reason wasnt accepted , I was punished __
SHE ONLY RETURNED IT TO ME , AFTER RECESS .
Imagine if she give it to me before recess , I wouldnt be punished tao .
Whose that girl ?

AMIRA ISMAIL . i kena punish for nothing -.-

TUESDAY

Went to school w a guitar , cus Aqilah want t play w it -.- I was like an idiot , w my bulky bag and my guitar . People were staring at me in th bus .

you lil aqilah , shall pay for th embarassment you've caused !!

Had reading , and I cant stpo myself from talking and talking w Boyf and Ain , I was given lotsa warnings by Ms Pah . And whenever she talks t me , I say '' ah k k k , shhss , reading reading . '' and if she goes on , I act as if , I wna shoot her down . hahaha !

So I think she cant take it , I seem to be talking alot . She wants me t sit seperately from th class . I mati mati dont want , she force me , grab my hands and hahah , let me sit alone .

FOREVER ALONE

I was like at th other part of th parada square . and its so embarassing .

but go die , I still wna talk .

ian and B is a bitch , for laughing at me .

AFTER SCHOOOLLLLL ~

After much thinking , I just thought of doing this for shahri , for our 7th month . Its kinda crap . HAHAH ! but who cares ?

FROM THIS ......

W MY PRESTO HANDS , IT TURNS INTOOOOO

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAH , major boo boo sia .

Doraemon has been my all time fav cartoon , and yeaaa , I fold one .it took me 2 days to fold it . and it doesnt look like one cus I didnt follow th instructions .

Convo :

DWI : i brought for you my guitar right ?

AQILAH : then ?

DWI : for valentine , you must buy for me a Doraemon nye comic . melayu . ITS rare you know .

A : malaysia bnyak kan ?!

D : I wnt it to be bought in singapore . I want ah .thanks ! i want malay tao . I got alot already , semua da baca , indonesia pun aku dah ada . I want malay one .

A : LOL .

ITS FUCKING RARE TO FIND A MALAY DORAEMON COMIC .
AND DIE DIE , I WANT IT .

9 th , 10th , 11th , 12th , 14th of February

2011-02-05T21:17:00.000+08:00

GORGEOUS ARENT SHE !?!

MIRANDA . I think thats her name ? haaha .

pfft , shes a victoria secrets model .

Now , Im over Kim Kardashian . haha ! cus whenever I say I love her , people's reaction will be like , OH . So you like pornstars ? hahaha ! have you watched her porn ? she rocks ^^

And Im LIKE , __ you bitch .

SO , this model , is SOOOOOOOO GORGEOUS , AWESOMELY BEAUTIFULLLL . Like im so freaking jealous . argh .

nvrm , everyone is pretty in their own ways . We just havent found our perfect style yet ): like me , who is so pathetic , at th age of gg-to-be-16 , still dont understand how to wear that mafaka eyeliners and th world of make-up -.-

*And most of all , Im th top-and-jeans girl , plain jane , gucci specs , hair bun up , and top it off w flip flops .

Thats me .

*Sorry ah shahri , for getting a plain jane as a girlf . aku tk reti la ni ape kejadah ni .

ALRIGHT , lets talk about yesterday :D

was kinda bored at home . So jumpa si mat cartoon ni la , shahri .

A CONVO WE HAD A FEW DAYS BACK:

S : you at ?

D : Banquet :D Aww , I miss my babyy ):

S : Aww ! Baby ? I miss my wifey ):

D : ew ? My baby is not you , its my food , Ban Mian fgs -.-

HAAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA !! i laughed like mad .

So we jumpa , suara dia sengau mcm bengau mcm bengap mcm siglap ~ k no link

tengok orang maen takraw , and idk whats a scooter , or scootel ? or whatever la . those things that you play like a skateboard but there is a handle .

Idk whats that called .

So I wore this shirt . ITS MEANT TO WORN INSIDE OUT .

you can see th jahitan outside , and th design too .

it really is meant to be worn inside out . and it can be worn th proper way too .

any style do .

people were all staring at me , to see if im alright -.- and boyf at mc , IN PUBLIC , when people is queing , behind him !!!! , he can still ask , baju you terbalik eh ? oh mafaka .

This simple top , really is testing my self-esteem and confidence .

so I hate you , top . mfyou .

just so you know, I freaking hate stupid bloody bitch disgusting rats .

they are stupid idiots yang mafaka yang svdeawhrvnetbenwyuv4kvm, ew .

was waiting for bus and talking to shahri . I KNOW there was someth that just ran pass . I saw it at th corner of my eye . I stared at th place but there was nothing . I stare real hard and shahri was like , whatcha staring at ? its nth , probably your imagination . So I ignored , carried on w our convo .

at night , he text , '' baby , its actually a rat . ''

AND IM LIKE ,

fucktoyouhellbitchmafakaidiotdigustingmajorboobooewewewgrosshairysquekykdfnjkgtnurhgruthftyfyuvtngwyrtrbygdtjrhyhtju9ekyhj;tomhyuyj,5io7hjumnu69hnrjyhiorjnuitjhtuhmlkjynhbfvdcscdriohnwl;iiiibmhu

tyjhyukykt78mtdynu25462774RATS , die pls .

bitch rats . I hate rats w ratitude .

RATS = WRETCH /

shahri sayang.

2011-01-29T22:28:00.000+08:00

Boys : AND IM CRAZY BOUT YOU NAKED ~

Girl :*moans* LOCA LOCA LOCA LOCA *shake boobs*

HAHAHAHA ! my stalker , amira ismail , who treat my blog as her goodnight stories , cus she always reads it before sleeping -.- , will know what I mean .

Today , I skip chingay , cus Im too tired .
Went to Mac w some other friends .
and Amira ismail sat beside me . irritating !
many people say , we look alike , prangai pun sama .
So she , MAKAN TK SENONOH .
MY DARLINNS , TOLONG JGN MAKAN MCM AMIRA .
I'll kill you people man .
hahahha !

She ,

tk cuci tgn , I think .
makan mcm babi -.-
All her chilli sauce is spilled , at her mouth , hands , and worst ,its MIXED W CABBAGE TU SEMUA . horrible eatter la her .
she burps at my face . mf .
she wants to berak , and SHE SAYS SHE WNA BERAK /
we sat near th toilet and it smelt horrible .

OMG . tk tahan .

And th seat , is not balance . So if she stands up , I too need to do so .

so I'll fall , cnfrm . Stupid seat .

After that , lepak at bwah blok amira , and had chitchat lesson.klaka gila babi seh gossip bout alot of us . hahahahahah ! I cant believe some people wouuld do that . lol

at 2 , I went home , went one round alone , then home , sleep .

K BYE .

I miss this both ):

2011-01-28T22:08:00.000+08:00

I miss Wan Nurhashima Dearly ):

AND ...

I miss Mohd Shahri No Rides .

These few days selalu terserempak his momma :/

Our convo always ends up w , '' haha ~ jgn ambil hati tao ~ ''

hahaha !

oh . Its a quiet night w/o him aye ?

2011-01-23T22:33:00.000+08:00

iloveyousofreakingmuch , muchmuchmuchmuchmuch .
Sorry hor , gue puji kekasih lama gue . samapai anda boleh binget .
HAHAAH !
omg . He called me B ! OMGG !

OKAY OKAY .

tettap I end up w YOU .
I get v binget and fucking jealous when you talk about her -.-
duh ?
hahahaa !
So Shahri , stop . making . me . so . pissed . off .
So shahri , Im happy kita , like at last , da bertahon tahon tk keluar dua orang sahaja .
So shahri , Im still sweeter than you .
So shahri , Im PRO at lying .
So shahri , pls come to chingay and watch me danceeeee ~
So shahri , I like so freaking love you to th max .
so shahri , Im loooking frward t TMRW ! Dapat tgk muka kao yang minta penampar ~

CEYH !

I LOVE YOU . THATS ALL THAT MATTERS .
OKAY BYE .

see , I so sweet to write dedications for you .
awwwwww ! sweet per kao dwi . HAHAHA ! padahal post taik .
OKAY . I LOVE YOU <3

serious ah , kawen lari je ah kite . please ah .

2011-01-23T18:13:00.000+08:00

I Will just gna talk about Shahri's birthday Celebbbbb .

Followed by my outting w him -.-

AND CHINGAY ~

SHAHRI BIRTHDAY SURPIRSE WHICH TURNS LIIKE SHITT .

Weeks before his birthday , I sent this relay msg to everyone . except for him .

'' Shahri birthday , lets surprise him w a cake , tapi kne chute ''

ALL OF THEM REPLIED , THEY WILL .

His birthday in on 19 jan , but we celebrated it on 18 .

takot dia keluar w family on 19 !

Met up w th rest , saya minta duit untuk bei cake , they gave all sorts of reasons -.-

kinda pissed off , but I cant force them pun kan (:

Zai And Ian went somewhere , and we wna buy th cake .

So I texted them , '' cepat dtg balik , nak beli bday cake ''

I STUPIDLY SENT THAT TO SHAHRI NORAIDI .

AND HE KNEW BOUT TH SURPRISEEEEEEEEE !!!

HAHAHA ! plan failed and I cant stop laughing on th floor .

they feel like terajang me too (:cus I spoil th surprise .

There was another surprise that he ruined .

We all met up at t void deck . and from his kitchen window , he can see .

He spot all of us o.o

and he knew we're gna suprise him , and who is gna surprise him .

ya allah dwi . PLAN FAIL .

luckily , anoth plan of us , was not ruin .

We bought th cake , and waited under th void deck for his parents .

So as to surprise him infront of his doorstep , w his parents .

we waited for like eternity ? and then , shahri said ,

'' IM AT HOME LA (: WITH MY PARENTSSS ''

WE . WAITED . FOR . NOTHINGGGGGG !!!!!!!! ~

kita semua sort . light up candle and we kept screaming in th lift .making me almost drop th cake -.-

I think hassan sneezed at th cake , making me more fuming mad .

HAHAHAHA !

so yea , I hide behind th wall . and they stand infront of his house .

knocks door and sing th happy birthday song .

His face was super shock , and I came out from th wall and yea , muka lagi minta kne tampar (:

celeb at his house , then slack .

Everyone in his house was unprepared .

hahaa ! im like, okay , they hate us , lets get out . hahaha !

so we just slacked at bawah blok .

he shook everyone's hand , and said thank you . except for meh , a huggeh .

My birthday present for him was a painted shoebox , containing a 3shirts and a cup w a picture of us , and a handmade card .

He smiled reading that , and he got too happy .

he cant express his feelings .

So he hug me real tight .

then ... at playground

convo :

S : i love you , thanks :D

D : aw , ilyt .

S *hugs

Small Boy : AWWW ! SHO CUTE SHIA !!!!!

S : BOLEH DIAM TAK ?!

D ; babi la you !

Boy : AAWW ! Kiss hug ! alalalalala ~

S : OI ! diam boleh tk ?

Boy : aper tu ? birthday present eh ? sluar dalam eh ? nak tgk card !

D : *keep quiet

Boy : korang cute seh ! I wna call you guys cute couple la .

D : why ?

Boy : you guys cam matching !

D : AWWWW !

Boy : yela . hidung dini (shahri) moncong , yours , peset !!

D : Fuck you .

Boy : muka dini (shahri) cam terkeluar , hansem . yours , cam ke dalam , tk lawa .

D : *tahan geram

Boy : still you guys v sweet !

D : diam ah kao .

BABI ! HE TALK AS IF MY FACE ADA DOWN SYMDROME .

mff .

hahahahaha !

outing w SHAHRRIRIIIIII ~

We planned to watch at marina square .and I didnt know he wna watch at Jp .

So we both berbual different things .

We wna watch movie btw .

BURLESQUE !

ITS A MUST WATCH MOVIE ! Christina Aguilera as th main character .

her voice is awesomezx , and th movie is really sexy too .

Shud watch .

I treated th popcorns .

Before th movie was already half , half of th popcorns is already eaten by shahri .

I talk to him also , dia tkan layan . All he does is to eat that popcorns , and stare at those sexy chicks in th movie -.-

nak aje aku buat dia tersedak .

Slacked at idk what park , baring mcm banglah kat rumpot , and there were people who played th kites which have lights on it .

I call it th UFO .

So they played it at night , and there was alot of stars , and th clouds forms a triangle .

really , it was super so niceee ! Baru je nak hug , bunyi cricket sbelah kita , make us terkejot and jump and looks around scared .

SHAHRI SCREAM WHEN HE SAW A PLASTIC FLY BESIDE HIM -.- !

HAHAHAHAH ! .

buang terbiat !

Next , went to lakepark , and slacked till 11.45pm .

went home :D

Saya manyak happy ah , dia willing keluar w me , ONLY TH BOTH OF US , after many months we didnt went out like that.

I love you .

CHINGAY ! APA ?! BURUK ?! THATS STAGE MAKE UP BODOH .

In the morning , went for malay dance , SYF dance has just completed . YES AHH ~

From 9 am - 12 pm malay dance .

after that , continue w Chingay . Went w Cg Arif who paid for us for th cab fare .

And mee goreng .

Cus Im starving like hell .

make up , and went to F1 pit .

It was sumpah panas . but ada tentage . so okay la .

Had 2 rounds . 1 round , we need to perform for 6 times .

So we danced for 12 times .

we're so weak ,and it ends so late .

we end around 11 . An accident occur .and made traffic jam.

we had to walk so far far far away , and some almost wna faint .

like me -.-

haaha ! packed all our things and MRT service has ended .

We had no way back .

We lepak jap , then at 1am , flag a cab and went home . reached home nearly at 2am .

TIREDD !

n

2011-01-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

Hi pewpel . heheh ~ inspired by yaya sot sot . trololol ~

Im so sad now . Im tired now .
hurhurhurh ~

okay , talk about sekolah hari ini ya ?
Had reading period , cant stand laughing at ahmad and haziq -.-
they both kept talking shits .
dari mak bapak yong xiang setinggi curtain stage , haziq tahan kentot , cikgu reaction mahal nampak ahmad baca buku '' FUNNY JOKES '' for reading period .

HAHA :D
ke la la la la kar .

Next is E math , recess , mt , Eng , Ph , break , art .

NGK ! STRESS KAN ?!!
hahaha ! what to do , N levels is coming . aiyah ):

English lesson was funny ! kept laughing , cus mis haiza dk what th hell is ,

brb , lol , ttyl , tgif , and lots more short forms .
hahaaha ! she had a difficult time to understand and make out all those .

Okay , malay dance is next !
Aku buat joget lelaki , funy oi belajar silat .
hahaa ! kept glancing at th time , cant wait to end it !

Cus seperti biasa , jumpa SHAHROY .
before that , birthday bash my irritating junior , HARISYAH ! k idk her spelling .

She turns 14 today ! and she waited for us in th toilet .
we wet th tissues and choco cakes , pull her from behind and smash it right on her face .
she scream , wailed , but we didnt stop !
hahaha ! sumpah muka dia , aiyoo , terok .
HAHA ! mastermind , bestf dia la , Amira Ismailllll -.-
her birthday also coming , 27 Jan (:

K , after that , met w Shahri and Ahmad .
I was really happy seeing him , but kinda sad when he told me within mins , he wna go off .
yes , prioritise family , oh dwi ):

tapi cam , aiyo , so eager than need to go off early .
tkper la .
so ktawa peh ktawa .

sneak a peek at th time ):

sumpah tkder mood langsung .
so tidur , bgn , we both didnt talk .
he got too engrossed w a stupid topic -,-

and kinda lupakan aku . lol

mum called , and I straight away wna go home , cus no point staying down there .

siape nak kan , gettting ignored -.-

so went back home , baru nak pulang , SUDAH HUJAN .
so Im still badan leket , mandi sekali laa kat hujan :D hahaah !
plug in earpiece , walk kat hujan , didnt know shahri was there too w zai .
by th time I reach 485 , HAHA ! all of us were drenched wet .
shahri peh cute .
hahahahahaah ! in his specs yang dah basah semua . lols .

still , im in no mood . so just ignored them , walked home .
halfway , ari patah balik .
Zai kata dia merajuk pula saya cam tk layan dia .
he called me a few times , and I didnt respond .
I was in my earpiece -.-

so , felt kinda sorry .
cus i made him sad .
but he is not th only one who is sad .

hm , ntah la . now no replies , mendak siol .
aALONE AT HOME ! FUCKKEH !
bye

2011-01-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

ANYWAY , I WENT TO A BREAD SHOP W FIQAH .

CONVO :

cashier : lai , ni yao se mo ?

D : hi , can I know if you got any more flavours for these ? is it only available in strawberry flavour ?

C : *stares blankly* aiya ~ ~~~

D : excuse me ?

C : aiyahh , I ... aiyaa ~

D : hello ?

Afiqah : excuse me ? are you bodoh ?

D : *laughs .

A : Bodoh nak mampos siak kao . *smiles*

C : aiyahhh .

D : tk boleh harap jugak eh kao . babi .

C ; aiyo .. ni chang she mo ?

D : tk , kao bodoh *smiles

____________________________________________________

Cashier then ignored us , then say she busy or whatever .
I asked another staff .

D : excuse me .

C : I i i ... *points to bread

A : mak kao , bodoh siak kao .

C : haiya ah ...

_______________________________________

So me and afiqah planned to disturb them both by asking questions , making them feeling more stupid , HAHAH , and not let them work . HAHAHA .

at last , we gave up , cus they're boring .

19 january

2011-01-10T20:51:00.001+08:00

trolololooolololololololozxczxczxcolololzxczxcolzoloxloxlzoxlzoxlzolxo .

FUCK YEAH , N LEVELS IS COMING -.-

trolol .

i want talk about sunday . HAHAHAHA ! Okay yesterday was funny .
At 7.30 , mum woke me up . And Im lazy to wake me up .
She bath me , when Im on th bed .
HAHA ! which means , dia simbah air sejuk kat aku dan katil .
PEH SEJUKKKKK ! hahahahaha ! peh geram >.<

And then hor , went for madrasah , saw them all , '' PRINCESS IS COMINGG '' , they laughed like idk .
k la . not that funny .

then , went for our madrasah class . first day of our madrasah lesson , and had introduction between teachers and students .
Im not indonesian , tolong wahai ustazah .

HAHAH !
During recess , while queing up , I made a joke , and we 4 laughed like idiots , everyone stare at these 4 uncivilised peepos . HAHA . trolololol ~

While eating , I again made a joke , and Sabrina choked on her food , and she was apparently eating nuggets w sambal . GUESS WHAT ?!
She choke , till sambal and ice lemon green tea came out of her nose !!!
HAHAHAHAH ! IT WAS MAJOR DISGUSTINGG !!!
HAHAAHAHAHAH ! sambal came out from her nose and she felt spicy and hot in her nose ! we again , laughed like mad , and farliyana swallowed th whole chunk of bread . She choke on that thing and kinda suffocates .
So she was making all sorts of noises , but slowly , it sounded as if she's moaning .

OHMYGODDDDDD ! I cant stand it anymore , seeing sabrina having her nose red like sambal , and farliyana choke on that bread and moans and her sambal was all around her tudung . .
Left w me and Eezaty , laughing like mad bitches in th mosque . disturbing everyone who wna pray !
HAHA ! So she was eating , and her hands was w sambal , and mouths full w idk what , when she laughs , she wna vomit that thing out , and she ALMOST DID THAT , and th way she laughs , it looks as if she is having fits .
so imagine , mouth full w rice , hands so dirty in sambal , and having fits .

Ya Allah , I almost fell while laughing , tgk karenah kawan2 aku ni .
I LOVE THESE PEOPLEEESZXC .

At night , met up w Shahri , cus its our 6th months . Heh .
Initial plan to go out somewhere was cancelled cus its raining .
nvrm , there is next time :D

At 10.30 , went home .

OKAY TODAYY .
IS TH RELEASE OF O LEVELS , im so happpy to meet all of them , my seniors .
All of them did soo great , esp , LUQHMAN NURHAKIM .
who scored 10 , babi kan ?! hahaha ! and also , alif johari , I dont think I would want t disclose his resulys here . nanti dia tidak suka .
BUT HE DID GREAT !

So does ADIL .

Its gna be sad seeing all of them going away ): and yeaa , tadi mo sekejap . mcm nak cry skejap , cus I dont like adapting to all thses changes ! trolol .

MY SENIOR , HAZWAN TALIBZ , hahaha ! is taking a longer route , maybe im gonna follow his steps , tkpe eh wawa .
hahaha ! he is gna be an event planner thingy , so when Im married , he will plan th out of th world wedding k . HAHAHA!
neh , he said , he wna plan Siloso beach party pula . HAHA !
IMPIAN YANG BESARR . BAGOS .

BYE !

shahri sayang.

2011-01-06T22:38:00.000+08:00

6 JANUARY 2010

Went t school as normal :D
I nampak shahri .
then looked somewhere else .
then tgk dia balik .
LOLLS . Dia dah pakai bag sama ngan aku daaaaa ~ HAHAHAH !

So I cam jakon sekejap . check bag dia and stuff .
he will only wear it , if he loves me .

soooooooooo .................. HEHE .

I LOVE YOU TOO . HAHAHAHAHAH !

k shok sendiri .

I told Ms Haiza about it .
She said , she wna talk and counsel Shahri semua .
then shahri somehow walked behind Ms Haiza .
I said , Ms HAIZA ! TURN AROUND ! SAMA BAG ! AMACAM ?! CUTE ?

She turned , rolls eyes , then say she really need t talk t shahri .
she said he very unfortunate .
HAHA ! geram betollll ~

So first period , FT . I cant sit still , went to afiq's table , took out marker and vandalise . th whiteboard .

Ms Haiza said no . and stopped me . so i sat back .
then she wna go out of th class .
she hides behind th door , I didnt notice her .
was about to vandalise , she said , DWI KURIA INDAH ! I KNOW YOU WOULD NEVER STOP DOING IT .

So I laughed , sat back .
I saw her walking .

I stand up, hold marker ,
she shout from th back door , she hides behind th back doorr -.- ,
hahahh ! And told Zi ting to confiscate my marker .
then she stares at me along th way .
creepy .

Art next , laughed w drng semua . ILYKA , KIAMAT .
oh I love these peepos .

Next , recess , curi hp shahri .
Then I left my bag at canteen . I clearly forgot about tking it back man .
luckily arinah took it back for me . hahaha !
absent minded .

Next idk what lesson , but today mendak .
During physics , ashraf went to toilet .
I went to his desk , took out all his pen , and ''despatch'' everyth.
take out th ink , spring everyth .
and his notes , I put it at Marcus table .
his watch , I wear it on Fahmi's hand who was sleeping .

he came back , muka minta kne tampar siol .
HAAHHAHA !
Act as if semua barang dia dah musnah .
dia nye reaction boring ah , kalao afiq and aminah , best .
muka minta kne tendang .

CONVO W AFIQ .

A : kao knl one nation emcees ?
D : YUP .
A : yang female lead singer .
D : TAHU .
A : lawa kan ? muka kao mcm dia !
D : EH ?! LAA ! THANK YOU . kata aku lawa mah . dia yang ikot aku .
A : tau tk nama dia apa ?
D : Ntah eh .
A : nama dia , Effar RoJi .
D : BEDEK .
A : serious ! tk caya ! tnya acap . muka kao sebiji cm effar roji . lawasiak .
D: hahah ! aku tgk dia pun lawa
A : kao try pronounce nama dia . ONE BY ONE .
D : F - R - O - G (sounds like effar roji )
A : HAHAHA ! KAO MUKA MCM FROG !!!
D ! AFIQ YUSAINI #$%^&*() ! BABI LAH KAO !!!!
A : HAHAHA ! EE ! MUKA CAM FROG SIAK KAO !

everyone laughs

HAHAHA !
AND me and aminah went to carry th recycling box from Ms Haiza desk.it was super big .
she , stupid gundu head .
hahaha !
while walking down th stairs , we hole each side of th box .
she lets go of that recycling box , and I almost trip and fell down th staircase w th box .

she laughs like mad .
dia babi kan ?!

HAHAHA !
PNTAT .

K BYE

2011-01-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

School is back . No more holidays .
now is Sec 4 . no more hanky panky .
Its now , ME , AND N LEVELS .
THATS IT BAYBEH .

okay so itu today hor ...
went to school w muka paling cramp sangat .
Cus I wna BERAK .
ahaahha ! ms Haiza came to me , then I say , Cher . nak berak ah .

she gave me th -.- face , let me go , and I went 3rd floor , monkey buisness , smells so great in there and th sensor lights OFF .
I fucking scream , haahaha ! and kelam kakot keluar .
lek , da cebok .
HAHAHAHAAHAHAH !

I got so disgusted , lol .

Sooooo for assembly , went to hall for some talks .
I got bored , played hangman and draw nonsence , and played w mirror .
Spot shahri in th mirror , and smile to th mirror .
he did th wink wink , hint hint face . Haaha ! my all time fav face .

So lessons as usual . boring .
Eng , TH WHOLE CLASS BELIEVED I CELEBRATED NEW YEAR AT NEW YORK w lady gaga and beyonce ! HAHAHAHAHAHA !

super funny .

and more lessons , cant take my eyes off shahri no rides .

ART LESSON WAS FUNNY .

hhahahahahah ! lol ttm .
was surfing omegle and laughed at horny aust .

Mina and ilyka was engrossed w their victim .
they stalk that *** like mad .
so I went t see what th hell are they doing :/

HAHAH ! th whole comp suddenly jam . and th comp screen displays *** photo and Mdm And came to saw it .

Minah move around th mouse in a frantic manner and it wont help .
Mdm And thought that Ilyka wna use *** photo as her N levels art paper .
We laughed like mad !
OMG . Ilyka use *** photo shiol as her N level TOPIC . HAHAHA !

WTF ?!

after that , malay dance , then slack .

MALAY DANCE , semuaaa blur ! HAHA ! including aku !
HAHAHAHA ! orang dah joget , and Im like , standing there , staring at people dancing .
they cant move unless I move .
So they stared at me, waiting wth am I waiting for .

Amira Ismail sooo sweet . HAHA ! LOVES YOU MY IRRITATING JUNIOR .
Lets hope this wouldnt be my final year k sweetheart .
I hate you , cus you make me jealous w that swimming pool .
bitch .

______ ~
I still didnt talk to shahrri . so was kinda malu sedikit when I met him .
tidak berbual .
lol .
then he ignored me .
so saya tidak berani hor itu berbual w him hor .

kita beralih tempat , he pimpin wo de tgn and im like , OHMYYYYYYYYgooose .
hahahaha ! saya HAPPEHHHH ~
then pimpin la seerat erat nye (:
lol .

ain zai gadoh , sampai cmpak bag -,-
so , we lepak sampai 8.30 .
had freaking lotsa fun time w Ari . Dah lama shiol tk cam gytu .
he kept making me laugh .

MORE FIRETRUCK AND MRT PLS . LOLLLLLLL !

HAHAA ! k diam .
So walk hand in hand to th bus stop , and talked about that day incident .

D : im freaking mad you're happy that you''re single that time .
S : THEN ?! ME ?! WHAT ABT ME ?!
D : :(
S : you ah ): haiyo .
D : aww . hugs hugs hugs .

so we debate la pasal haritu . dia menang .
but im happy dia menang .
lol . at least im not gna lose him :D

He made me smile alot alot alot today . and i freaking love him alot alot alot .

once,

Haziq : ingat seh kao mepek w ari . kata countdown w vincent .
S : vincent canada ape ? HAHAHA !
D : its vince candida . she really exist people .
S : eleh .
D : diam la kao ! *hugs ari*
S : i love you .
D : aw . me ...
Haziq : *farts loudly at us*

D : POTONG STEAM AH KAO !!!!!!!!!
S : BUSUK SIAK !

everyone laughs .

BABI ! hahahahahahaha !
K BYE . Gna be our 6th months and shahri's birthday .
HEH .
Got a plan baybeh .
I thinkkk . lollllll . k bye ~

SAYA SAYANG STALKER SAYA SHAHRI NORAIDI .

2011-01-03T21:11:00.000+08:00

ALHAMDULILAH , this r/s is saved .
I think .
So , im happpppeh .
Now tgh , major slack .
Dont ask me whats that . Orang pun tk tahu .

TALK ABOUT TODAY :D

wake up . bath . market . prepare . met ian .
ian got problem . i dk what t do .
I feel sorry for him . so while slacking .
shahri mahu turon . saya takot mcm nmpk hantz .
nampak dia , saya teropong mata saya .
HAHAHA . tgk benda laen , sebab saya takot .
LOLLLL !
so kita dua tidak berbual .
saya relieve la .
kalao kita berbual , saya lagi takot .
saya tidak tahu mengapa saya takot :X

Everyone asked what happen between me and ari .
Convo w fahmi .

F : kao ape crite w ari ?
M : oh we major slack . so major siak . wost than time out ! agrhh ~
F : SRS ?!
M : yea ):
F : mcm mane bole terjadi ?
M : hais . idk . its sad . very terrible sia .
F : kesian korang .

*silence*

F : kay , wth is major slack ?
M : aku pun tk tahu major slack tu ape (: aku pk kao tahu :O)
F : fuck you la .
M & F : *laughs

HAHAHA ! so we berbual mcm faham .
TOMORROW SCHOOL D:
Saya hanya excited cus Im meeting my babygirls - darlins tmrw .

I love you bitches :D

OKAY BYE .

breaking up , k time out , part 3

2011-01-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

Serious shit . this is getting annoying , w th part part and stuff .
hahaha !

Per day , I will be posting up alot of post , if not lazy .
Cus this time out , makes me feel so lonely .
And Im not use to be so quiet , cus I tend to story everyth to Ari .
So now , time out , tker orang .
Blog jelaa jadi mangsa ye .

So here's how my day goes ):

Wake up in morn , and sumpah , I cant seem t smile .
sedih giler. idk why .
So cari pasal w mummeh :D
huhuhuhuhuh .

Sooo , went to Airport , aunt fetch us .
And yea , sis and family were there .
Playing aroundw shima .
Shima sumpah ngada ngada . Since she is going away , dia dah mcm celebrity XD . Everyone took extra care of her -.-
And yeah , she take advantage . GERAMM !
She plays , then PURPOSELY fell down , then goes , '' adui adui adui ! '' then everyone comes to her , check if she's ok .
OMG .
GERAM SIAK !
hahaha ! So I just entertain misha :D
She is adorable , and muka sepasang w me too .

so me , airah , afiq , misha , shima , semua muka sama :D
HAHAHA !

Okay , th gates are opened , and they had to go . hugs and kisses here and there ):
They will be coming back ths year JUNE .
YAY ! not that very long la :D cant wait !

so breakfast at Mc , and went onto our own seperate ways ):
eat , and misha shits , gray colour siak .
I almost puke , cus im too full then seeing her shits , omgagaga
till now , i get super excited when there's a msg tone .
then end up w dissapointments , again ):

So , khas untuk nama dia , aku tukar lagu laen .
So , kalao lagu tu yang ale2 dimainkan , I know its gna be him !! :D
k , jgn excited tolong .

hohos .

Later , went off t khatib .
Went t aunt house . cus there is some guy yang nak masuk minang .
sooooo , dad menjadi wakilnya .
I treat their home , like my own . hahaha !
their family is a boyanese .
And ours too .
MAMPOSSSSZXC ! haaaha ! during th ceremony , amek kao , berbual pure boyanese all th way and we th youngsters cant undestand a single thing .

My grandma talked t pengantin lelaki nye wakil , like her old friend .
ALL THE WAY , BOYAAAAAAAAAAAAN .

haiyo . keciok .

so hantaran , 8000 . and they wna make it more boyanese style , they wna prepare smth for th siblings of my kakak sdara .
baju or what , i porgot .

after that , slept like a pig , and talk shits w kak ipa .
she is so , anti-abg ali .
lol .
HAHA .

later on , went home and I shake like a leaf just now .
Cus I only ate one meal th whole day and w/o medics .
sumpah tk selera .
I seem t be checking my hp for msges like almost everry min ): Aiyo dwi .

jgn mcm ini . tolong .

its just a time out . but i treat it as a break .
k now i know how it feels ):

okay diam pls .

SHAHRI , AKU RINDU GILE BABI NGAN KAO .
AKU SORRY .
MCM AKU CAKAP , IT FEELS WEIRD AND EMPTY FOR A DAY W/O YOU .
BILA AKU ADA KAO DULU , KAO MSG , AKU MALAS NAK LAYAN AND STUFF .
AND NOW , LOL , AKU NYESAL .
HUHU ):
I SHOULDNT HAVE LIED TO YOU .
OR TREAT YOU LIKE A @#$%^&*()
NYESAL SEKARANG PUN TK GUNA .
KAO CAKAP BENDA , AKU NGS . KAO TK BUAT BENDA , PUN AKU NGS .
AKU PUN TAK TAU , WHATS IN YOU , THAT COULD MAKE ME CHANGE .
DARIPADA KUAT MAKAN , TERUS SATU KALI JE AKU MAKAN .
( NI SRS SHIT , EXAGGERATING . K SHSS )
IM SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A WEAK BITCH .
HELL YEAH , IM MISSING YOU ALOT .
AND I LOVE YOU ALOT .

TEXT SOON .
BYE .
):
LOVES YOU S .

breaking up , i think , k whatver , part 2

2011-01-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

k . this breaking up ber-part-part ni kinda annoying .
hahaha !
but , my hands wna type out that .

so yea .
people , aku da malas sngat nak private .
cus i myself dont like to login , view , invite . leceh .
So this is my blog . I can write whtever I want .

:D

was facebooking , and suddenly he text :D
online msn -.-
had a long talk , and behind th computer , aku daa takot .
started to cry even at th slightest thing -.-
omg , dwi so weak .
all i ever wished for , is him , not leaving me and loving me just like how we used to .

decision was finalised , ceyh .
er , he wont leave me , but we time out .
still , im not that convince that he will come back to me , cus anyth can happen ): and im not ready t face all that .

but if really , he cant find any other reasons to come back , and feeling forced in ths r/s , by all means , we still has to go on this way );

I dont want him to be suffering again , and feeling getting tied down .
Thats enough shits dwi have thrown at him .
I dont think he can take it anymore );
why why why , oh why ):
heartbreaker much huh .
ohh shahri ):

da diam dwi . no more crying ):

Ytd night , when I was tumblr-ing , a text came in , and it was from Alif .
Idk what he wants , but for no apparent reason , I got mad .
It was th last message before 2011 . but he's late -.-

Im happy that that his feelings for me are fading .
At least , im not feeling guilty anymore .
And he kept apologising bcos of what happen .
If his apologies can resolve things back , I''ll be happy .
But now , no .

But its gna be pointless .
bila S sayang aku , A sayang aku .
S da tk sayang , A da tk sayang .

korang pergi kawen pls :)

huhu . slept at 3 or 4 , cus I cant sleep , feeling like this .
lol .

so only had 4 hours of sleep .
At 8 , and now its almost 10 , going t send my sister and family back to Bahrain ):
Its so fast man ):

I will miss them effin lots .
No more shima being cheeky and stuff .

Will update again , once Im back .
okay . bye .

th only thing that kept me smiling / laughing is my convo w ian , about shahri and syaraa .

HAHAHAHAHA ! k cant stop smiling ! LOL :D BYE ! Iloveyou ! esp , you S .

2011-01-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

SAYA PUSING AMAT PIKIRIN TENTANG KITA ):
stoppppppp cryinggggggggggggggggggg heeeellllpppppppp ~
happy pills tolong please .
Please .

Breaking up , Part 1 . I cant forget you .

2011-01-01T22:08:00.000+08:00

I deleted my previous post , cus Im cheating and lying to myself again .

Im sorry people . I dont want him t suck penis -.-

Aw ):

Nothing seems t work t console him time to time ):
I am so effin sad .

Just now met up Ian , cus I cant stand it at home , I really cant have th time t myself .

So he fetched me from Boon lay , and went JP .
Mc , and we talked about this .
We laugh and everyth .
He is surely a very good friend / bro .

syaraaa v lucky :D

so I wna play swing , and we walked from Jp to NTI , and I changed my mind .
And we took th bus and went back t Jw , slack , and went home .

I was controlling my tears when talking about shahri t ian .
But I just change subject , and I'll be fine .
I really cant stop thinking about him );

HELP ME !

Whenever a text comes in , I will be too eager t reach th hp and when realise its not shahri , i will be super so dissapointed then jiwang satu corner . lol .
naseb ian menyampah .

Slack at his grandma's place , I just sat at th staircase , waiting for his replies .
Th very same feeling that I used t feels on 06 march 09 , th feeling when I cant breathe cus Im too dissapointed , yea , it came back .

Its up to you t believe me or not .
But it really does .
I got too sad , contain too much in th inside , and feel like bursting into tears , but I just control everyth , and that made me short of breath .

All th way I kept sighing .
And kept complaining that I cant breathe .
Worst of all , I didnt bring my medicine .

But c'mon , who wants t eat 12 pills per day .
-.-

And I realy cant take it anymore , I told ian i wna go home .
In th bus , I cant contain all this sadness in me , so I just let it all out .
People stared at me seeing me cry for no apparent reason .

Every replies , made me even more sad cus it seems almost impossible for us t patch things up .
I really cant believe , after all I did t him , Im still gna be leave .

But I guess this is retribution ):

Alif once did this t his Ex .
I did this t him .
now , shahri is doing this t me .

I accept that this is th punishments that I get ):
And I deeply regret everyth ):

Im sorry shahri .
Im sorry.
I love you .

MY BREAK UP STORY .

2011-01-01T01:13:00.000+08:00

Okay people . Its th countdown .
and Bro didnt give me th green light to go Sentosa .
So had to pathetically , celebrate at Boon Lay . like , wtf ?
Since last year . ARGH ! I hate all these shits .

But was given a deal .
If I stayed at home , I get 50bucks and a trip t idk where , where European countries came Singapore for fireworks display .
Ive been there , its so awesome .

Okay back to story .
Ain also wasnt given th green light to celebrate .
So we planned to just celebrate at Boon lay -.- ''
Alif had some problems at home , and he didnt go home since yesterday .
And he wna join us cus he had no mood to travel to Sentosa -.-

So , we all plan to watch movie , hello stranger , at Jp .
Lassssssssssst min , Ain told us she cant make it -_-
And we already bought th tickets .
So had to watch and we cant slack w her .

Ended up at 11+ . It was one fcuking awesome movie . Though th ending sucks .
But I laugh and laugh alot there .
It was effin funnyy . Though you must really tahan w th ending .

Okay , we were bored .
Went to Boon Lay countdown .
And Shahri text .
Im at where and with who .
So I lied .
Cus I dont wanna hurt him like I always do . I know someth was amiss .
As in , my heart somehow ''said '' that'' , his friend saw me .
Each replies to him is full of guilt and it felt terrible t lie , again .
But I already dont wna hurt him and dont wannna spoil his mood for New Year . I lied .

Saying that Im w an old friend .
He kept asking and asking , and I played along w him .
Anoth text from him , '' prob is , my friend saw you w a guy . How ? ''
So I know I'll be caught red-handed .

And yeaa , true enough .
So I admitted everyth at him .
And he said , he is already single .

Till now , I didnt see th link , me , lying , gg out w friend , then break ?
So , I also dont know .

Yes people , I know you'll be saying Imma slut/bitch , to bastard to a boyf again . Then , this is retribution for what I did t Alif . And I deserved all this .

blablabla ~
Yes yes , im a bitch .

Im to be blamed , not partly , entirely .
I didnt apologise cus I have my own reasons to .

I went out w him , cus I dont want to be forever alone , celebrating new year alone .
Esp , when your boyf is not w you . Or even your friends .
Mum even gave th green light t watch movie .
So I went ahead .

I lied t him , cus I dnt wnt to spoil his mood t party and he cant even take th slightest blow that I went out w alif and thought , its better left unsaid .

But I was wrong .

So right now , Im officially back to singlehood .
A fresh new year , w a new r/s status ):
Sadly , I had t lose him , again , and coping w th new changes .

But , what are friends for ?

Nope , from just now , Im not crying . Cus I cant .
And Im hating this .
Cus when Im not crying at a sad moment thats happening now , it means , in few days to come , I'll effin cry my eyeballs out and it WILL hurt even more, than crying on th time it happened .

Get what I mean ?
k , no .

I guess , this blog , later on , will be full of long dedications .
Sorry people ):

I told 2011 to be good . But it starts real badly .
ISHK .
Ended up w a break-up .

alamak .

Bye , 2010 , Shahri sayang .
Hello , 2011 , happiness :D

2010-12-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

There's always that ONE GUY .

you can never hate no matter how much he hurts you .
you blind your heart to his wrong doings ,
and too busy loving him .

Shahri . I love you ah . lu asal tk nak msg gua ni ah ?!
ceyhhh .

I love you la .

2010-12-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

Right now Im crying . not telling why . But I cried alot today .

Today , had my photoshoot w s.i.l and friends , at hortpark .

3 costumes only . casual , beach wear , dress .

I didnt know there is beach wear , so just w a dress ajeeeeee ~

photoshoot pictures are not w me . But will be a fb , and will be tagged soon once th photographers had uploaded them already .

They're not professionals . Ini setakat maen maen sahaja !

for fun only .

My 3rd costume - beach weat tk menjadi . Sorry , quality hp no gd .

This is behind th scenes ajee . kat toilet . shok sndiri jap .

2nd costume - aku lupa .

My first costume - casual tk salah . ntah la .

Sumpah best photoshoot . Pose mcm2 yang cacat . haahahha ! klaakar !

feeling2 model aje . lol .

muka saya cam ... hahahaha ! cant stand laughing at th mirror just now .

make up semua samala . cus this is for fun sahaja .

K BYE !

2010-12-23T01:06:00.000+08:00

'' K BYE BODOH :D ''

We talky talky about itu yesterday ah okay okay okay .
Like I told you , I need t see th doctor .
After much procastination , Mum brought me t th doc .
BIO HOMOPETHAPY :D
At jurong east . Mum said , th doctor is a malay and he knows if we talk behind his back him .
LOL .
So I didnt believe her . I made fun of him . HAHAH !

Reached there , went in .
Convo !

Doc : Whats th problem ?
Me : I tend to forget things easily :D
D : oh . yea . you got STM .
M : okay .
D : you gugor rambot bnyak .
M : *HOW DID YOU KNW ?!!!!!!!*
D : Menses cramps , always .
M : YEAAAAA :/
D : Pimples ~
M : ah ya .
D : you eat alot at night , and get very irritated at th slightest thing .
M ; *OMGGG !! HOW YOU KNOWWW ?!!!
D : lets see , you , arrrrr , rasa cm semut kat badan .
M : ya .
D : kaki slalu nk jatoh kan ? lutot you .
M : errrkkkkkkk ? yea .
D : mabok mabok , cnfrm .
M : Got it right .
D : hahaha ! wah , you feeling feeling nk migrate ah ? from singapore ?
Ape ? Spain eh ?

M : OMFFGGGGG !!!!! HOW DID YOU EFFIN KNOWW ?!!!!!

He is so amazing . HAHA ! I didnt say anyth , he knows .

So was given medic :D
And went home after that .

TODAY !

Had malay dance .
But today is 22 Dec . My idiot bitch birthday .
Went to meet her in th morning , w her present .
Saw her , and she was day dreaming .
I scream , '' HOI !!! '' dia terkejot beruk .

Met up w her , berbual nonsence , esp bout Syimir .
I cant stand laughing at her story ! SUPER FUNNY .
And I gave her th present , and I know she'll hate it .

Well I guess , dia tk sabar . hahaha ! she opened th presents ,
and had t open piece by piece .
And at last , she got her present . She scream . I think . hahhaa !
And she likes th present . alhamdulilah .

Went for Malay dance , Instructor not around .
Postpone tmrw -_-

And after malay dance ,went off home . sleep . Wake up . slack .
And saya gaduh w itu shahri .

HE cant stop making me really irritated .
Calling me w names and stuff .
Bodo la , itu la , ini la .
Waduh .
Saket hati .

So we dua ni mcm debate , siapa lagi bodoh .
And he kept making me irritated .
In th bus , I got too angry , I blast myself w songs , and cried silently .
HAHA ! omeeeeee .

Met up w Yana again , at M-mart , 7.30pm .
And cried again . Stupid him .
And I dont wish t meet him at Bbq pit .

So Zai Ain Lyana , accompany me to slack for awhile
And Zai peh pandai , calll Shahri . Telling him I cry .
I got frustrated , I scream , hit him , scratch , pinch him and stuffs till he ends th call .
huhu ~ he got bruises all over :D

Shahri came , and sat elsewhere .
I talk about him t Ain and Ian .
He talked about me t Zai and Ahmad .

huhuh ~ At last , I was sitting around , bored .
He hug me from behind ,

Cnvo ;

S ; helo pandai .
D ; KAO DIAM AH KAO !
S ; da da da * hugs
D : eeee , sane la . *push
S : huhuhuhuhuh hehehehehehehe awak ?
D : ape ?
S ; jgn mcm ni laaaaa ~
D : *turns to him , smiles , pulls his ears roughly . push him * BODOH !!!!
S : lerr . lek laa ~
D : Apa leklek ?! bodoh nak mampos ! saket kan hati aku ! bodoh ! tk gune ! bodoh !!!
S : awaaaaaakkkkk *hugss
D : *hugs , ape ? kao pk aku hug kao , aku maafkan kao ah ?!
S : *lets go
D :SAPE CKP BOLE LEPASKAN ?!!!!!
S : oh oh oh *hugs
D : tau pun *nags*

at last , kita damai . oh penat aku bergasak .

after that . went aunt house at 10+ , then went home

2010-12-20T21:43:00.000+08:00

DWI : '' SHAHRI ! haahahahah ! k im sorry ! Friends ? *offer hands* ''

Shahri : FUCK YOU FRIENDS !!!! @#$%^&*()_

I so love this convo cus it makes me laugh .

Lets talk about yesterday !

I sent mum to Jemputan and after that , planned to go Bugis .

With them all .

Im so freaking eager , and lastly , it was cancelled .

I transform into a Hulk .

And got mad at Shahri ! So I started t spout nonsence .

like , '' jgn terjekot kalao nampak aku ngan Alif kat JP *wink ''

hahaaa ~ And he got quiet mad .

But still met him.

Nmpak dia , tk bertegur sapa . Jeleng , jalan .

HAHAHA ! And then Im like , *rolls eyes , looks at him , jeleng *

So he fcuking shared our just now probs w his guys .

And Im like , PAK YOU LAA !!!!!!

HAHA !

So th whole scene was , He came back w his guys .

And I stared him .

Both jeleng , tk bertegur .

In th bus , there was no other seats , except beside Shahri , its empty .
Im like , '' Aku tknak duduk ngan dia laaa ! Haziq tukar tempat ! TUKARRR ! TKNAK DUDOK NGAN DIAAA !!!!!!!!! ''

dah mcm bitch . mcm je .

hahahaah ! And sgaja jalan w Dzul and do stuffs he dont like .
Im like , when are you ever gna say sorry .

So a text came in , '' If its my fault , Im sorry . '' BINGOOO !

I happy . hahaahaah !
So , damai jela k ?

OHYAA ! that was his performance day too .
I came t support him .

So , I went westmall jap , then came back t his training place . Very nearby .

So jumpa dia , senyum senyum . Then he hugged me .
Then .... haha ~ he said , '' fuck you bitch ''

So he want me t apologise infront of them .

Cnvo :

S : CEPAT !
D : hahahaahaahahhaha ! I cant !
Zai : cepat la ! kao da saket kan hati dia !
Ain : k k , kao dah mintak maaf , kao hug .
S : Im waiting .
D ; k k k .

D : im sor.....hahahahahaaahahahahahahahahahah !
S : *stares real hard*
D : *laughs even harder *
S : -_-
D : k k k k k k . sorry shahri .hahahaahhaahahahahahah ~
S : TK IKHLAS ! TKD !
D : aw c'mon ! da bgs tao !
S : cepat !
D : Dwi kata sorryyyyyy kat shahriiiiiiiii ~ hahahahahaahah !
S : Be srious , can ?
D : k k , Shahri , sorry . *hugs*

S ; tk penat eh ckp sorry2 then do again .
D : nyetnyetnyet .

S : yknow Im hurt ...afhhigftubw9tunw8yt87hfuiahcusdgbru8adgf

D: ):

S : hais . *grabs me , hug*

D : so ? damai k ? friends ?
S : FUCK LA FRIENDS !
D : HAHAH ! So friends * offers hand
S : Sex partners
Everyone laughsszxczxczxczxczxczxccxzcxzzxcxzxccxz ~

So they performed . 3 times . Shahri was like an idiot going round w that instrument and me and farid kept laughing and gelek2 .
hahahahaha !

At 11.30 , went home .

2010-12-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

Anak Noraidi . For th past few months , we always mention break-ups ):

Im sorry . Lets start afresh :D

Lets breathe in th wind of change ~

sedappp tk bau th wind of change ? K MEPEK :/

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu ~

Sometimes when I see my blog , its too wordy . hahaa ! sorry la .

Suka bnyak berbual .

Kita berbual pasal nyari jom :D

In th morn , woke up , as in , real morning , like , 9 am .

omgle . thats like , super early . haha !

And texted boypren . He said he wna have a movie marathon .

At Ian's house , like a double date .

But not date .

Me and Him . Ian w syarraa ~

So at 1plus , met up w boypren kat rumah Ian .

When boypren watches Copout , I will menyelit , swing my hair back and forth at his face , attempt t digs his nose and stuff .

CS IM FREAKING BORED !

He got kinda irritated . Like ? padan muka ?

And I scream here and there , grabs shahri's stomach and shake it . ya allah .

Once , I wna close th door , and kick a boot . there was this cockroach that runs under my feet and I run and jump on th sofa .

Syaraa laughed -_- haha !

And ian help me kill th mf cockroach , tunjok terror lima minute .

Cus his biggest fear is cockroach -_- hahahah !

He would sccreeeeeeam his lungs and jump when he sees a cockroach .

alamak .

Since he and wan lives side by side , they can easily climb through th windows . So th two monkeys , Zai and Farid , climbs through th back window , 7th floor -_- , and th ''floor'' was sliding downwrds .

CUT SHORT , kalao jatoh , mati .

they can still hang around there , hisap rokok . buang terbiat eh ?

So , ian had t sent syaraa home , and we went t Zai's house , continue movie marathon .

AWWW ! FAHMI BROUGHT ALONG HIS GF . - RUHI NAMANYA .

macam budak kecil .

hahaha ! cute .

So aku biseng , while shahri , fahmi , ruhi , tried t ignore me .

I got bored and Farid was my victim . k klakar ah dia .

When he is playing Psp , I will let him smell my foot ~

pinch him w my legs ,

scream ,

shake his hands and makehim lose th game ,

idiot faces ,

'' mira mira mira mira ''

And , I''ll show him pictures of sexy models , then he will istighfar then stares , istighfar again and told me not t show him all thses .

i laughed at that .

He said , he wna repent , and dont want t do all thse

I stares at him , and he has th macam-faham face .

I know deep down him , he wants t see that pictures again -_-

PARIDDD !

At last , mcm ada sleepover party kat rumah zai .

Everyone , almost everyone , felt asleep .

hahahaha ! BEST ! Even Ruhi sleeps .

K BYE ! malas nak update :D

OH , pastu kiter balik .

bye .

esok chingay . bye

2010-12-16T15:42:00.000+08:00

'' PAK YOU ''

LETS TALK ABOUT YESTERDAY punye ytd :D

Yesterday , I gadoh sama itu mummy .

manyak merepek la .

Ssaya agak , awak hor , sudah jemu ah saya gadoh , sama itu mami saya .

Saya manyak soli ah .

Saya maen computer sampai 3 pagi . Saya penat .

Jadi tidur mcm Babi . Jam 10 pagi , ibu saya pekek , nak hampir hampir campak air kat tilam . Jadi saya bngun , baca surat khabar .

Dia suroh saya mandi .

Saya kata , okay , lepas baca .

Dia mati2 kata , SEKARANG LA PUKIMAK !!!!!

Saya campak suratkhabar dgn satu benda ni .

Dia kata saya tunjok terror .

ishk . mana ada -_- . daa memang terror pun .

Selepas itu , dia memekak satu rumah . Then ajak saya keluar tk tent pasal . Saya belum siap . Dia start maki2 , then saya get outta house .

Saya merajok .

Ain ngan Zai amek saya , then pergi rumah Zai .
Saya lapar , mabok .
Makan , tido .
mcm ? princess . hahaha ! k la , pig :D

Saya kemudian , lepak dgn matair saya .
Ktawa gila baaabi dgn Farid .
Dia kelakar gila bila gelek dan joget lagu Dynamite .
Saya agak , dia tidak pernah pakai earpiece ang ada base .
HAHAHA !

ytd , chignay training , buat kaki saya baaaanyak blisters . nak koyak kan je kulet .

byeeeeeeee